Mina sånger

More than a dream

1
Waking up
This lonely place
The black wall
Shows me the misery
I hide in my eyes


CH
Always so alone
I´ll keep on waiting
I´ll keep my heart broken
I want you to be
More than a dream
But it won´t come true
Never in my reality
More than a dream
But will never happen
Never in reality

2
Breaking through the wall
Hide it in my smile
I don´t know
How to play this game
I´ve lost it all


Ch

3
Everywhere I go
I wish you were here
To always hold me
To always support me
Whenever I feel down

CH

4
Call into the night
The darkness echoes your name
Soon it´s everything I can hear
I beg you to come to me
Save my broken heart

Ch

Survive

1
All of this life
Has been looking the same
Searching the easy way out
Looking in same direction
The miracles of life
Will always be untold
And while we crawl in the dark
We´ll lose ourselves

CH
Struggle so hard
It´s all a way to survive
Looking the same way
Hold my hand
Alone we´ll lose the way
Hold me so tight
To never let go
We try so hard
So eager to find a way
To survive
Forgive me baby
I never meant to hurt you
I just tried so hard to find a way
To survive

2
Another stormy night
Looking for a falling star
Wish you were by my side
Never hold it back
So many times
I´ve backed down
I say never again
I deserve to win now

CH

3
Late at night
Still can´t close my eyes
They tell me to relax
But I won´t settle down
I´ll never feel again
Close my feelings out
These feelings will break me again
Make me feel dead

Ch

2000 så tog ett av mina ex självmord. Jag ser honom fortfarande som min soulmate och tänkte vara så snäll att posta upp den allra första sången jag skrev efter att han hade dött. Använder girl in heaven på många forum och är även som några vet min email och det är efter denna och ja det är den mest personliga texten jag nånsin gjort så ge gärna feedback...

RIP my broken hero. Still miss you everyday

GIRL IN HEAVEN

1
Waking up here
Dreams seems so unreal
So far away
Jaded and incomplete
This life always a lie

Ch
Always close to you
Why did you´ve to leave me?
I wish I was the girl in heaven
Always so close to you
I´m the girl in heaven
Reaching out for you
Let me forget this world without you
I wanna be the girl in heaven
To rest there with you my love

2
Yesterday we swore
To never drift apart
Yesterday we were
Unbreakable
So why did you gave up?

CH

3
Ready to give you
My life and more
I can´t believe
You leave me alone like this
Honey I´ll always be missing you

CH

4
Waking up here without you
I want to follow you
My life will be a lie
From now on
You´re in my heart
You´ll never leave my thoughts

Ch

5
Echoes inside
So broken inside
Tell me how to find back
From where I came
Someday soon I´ll be with you

Ch

COMING BACK TO YOU

1
Back where I belong
After a while
With confusion
I´m finally home
Here I am again
And now finally I know
Where I´ll always belong

Ch
Now I´m coming back to you
After a while in the dark
I´ve tried so hard
But I can´t deny
No matter how hard I search
Everywhere in the world
I´m coming back to you
You´re my home
You´re my everything

2
Let me go
Just to come back to you
I think you already know
Even if I run away
At the end of the day
I´ll come back to you
Loving you more than ever before

Ch

3
I know you´re right
I´m stuck in here
So why do you let me go
Time after time
Haven´t you seen it too?
Oh darling I belong to you
I can´t deny what I feel

CH

4
Always coming back for more
I wanna taste it again
Even though it runs
Like poison in my body
Killing me from inside
Holding it back
Taking my last breathe

Ch

Should´ve known

1
People like you
Have seen it before
My fragile heart
Have heard lies before
So I should´ve seen it

Ch
Should have known
Should´ve seen it
The lies in your eyes
Been too blind
Nobody to blame but myself
So desperately wanna believe
Life will change
Even for me
But should´ve known by now
Emptiness will always be my way

2
Not always easy
But necessary
Turning away
I won´t stay here
I´m so restless

Ch

3
I can´t believe
I turn into this again
I follow you back
I need to run and hide
Before it´s too late

Chx1

WORLD

1
We breathe same air
We could share the same dreams
We should have
The same goals
To save this place
We call our home

CH
This world of ours
We can´t run away
We can´t escape
From our responsibility
This world is ours
To borrow right now ¨
But soon the world
Will have no owner
Coz we can´t handle
This world like we should
Soon we´ll loose it
Soon we won´t have a place
To call our own

2
Borrow this place
We thought we knew
But soon we´ll be forgotten
We won´t even be mentioned
As a part of the history
Maybe it´s just a dream

Ch

3
You´ll forget it with time
It´ll never be the same
Don´t think about it today
Then you´ll forget it tomorrow
Pray for the man in the moon
Will give you some peace

Ch

4
This world full of lies
Soon out of reach
Nothing is forever
Everything breaks
And fades with time
Don´t take it for granted (soon its gone)

Ch

PIECES

1
Lying here alone
Putting the cd on
Hear the same old song
About another broken soul
And once again I understand
We can´t keep it like this
Someday it´ll all fall apart

CH
Life is hard
And pieces of you
Pieces of me
Heal this broken heart
Just leave me alone
Break me down
Leave me here again
Breaking down
Into 1000 pieces

2
I loose the strength
Exactly when I need it
Take away my everything
I´ll hunt you down anyway
Back to my memory
Impossle to forget
And I turn to air again

Ch

3
From the dusk to dawn
From here to eternity
Today is just the beginning
I´ll follow the night
Fade away with the dark
Take it away
To never take it back

Ch

No words

1
Stuttering
Can´t find the words to say
Too late I´ll see
The words to save you
But next time I turn to you
It´ll be nothing but an empty space
Filling me with regrets

Ch
The biggest mistake
When the world covered my eyes
And there are no words
For how much I´m missing you
The cold air is taking my breath away
And you leave me with no words
And an everlasting lie
I´m sorry I wasn´t enough

2
Like a pretender
I´ve to find my own time
Scared for the truth
I´ll close my eyes for a while
Praying for something else
Holding it back with time
Let me stay here for a while

Ch

3
You leave me here
Always so alone
Tomorrow it´ll be a burning scar
Hiding me from reality
Hits me so hard
With a power to break me
Down to the underground

Ch

4
This untold secret
Will always be unconfirmed
The secrets within
Hides my smile so deep
Time made me loose you
To this unknown world
Somewhere far away

Ch

Gone

1
Looking beside me
Looking behind me '
What am I
And who am I?
Only a broken shadow of you

Ch
I am gone
Gone into the sky
Belonging to all angels
I am gone
You´re gone
I don´t belong here
I am gone forever lost
Look beside you
Look behind you
I´ll always be here

2
can you see your own shadow?
Or will you let me follow you?
Don´t beg me too late
When I´m already too gone
Don´t beg me too late
When I´m already gone
Look once again

Ch

3
It´ll never change
I am still myself
Don´t be afraid
Don´t hide from the truth
I´m still by your side

Ch

4
Looking beside me
Looking behind me
You´re too far away
But still I can see you
Always in my dream

Ch

5
Don´t look at me
That´s when I see
I´m always stronger when I´m with you
You ask me where I´m going
Wouldn´t answer you even if I knew

Ch
I´m gone
I´m forgotten

Heart

1
I drew a heart
Thinking about us
I drew some happy faces
Thinking about my dream
Thinking about us
The way it should be

CH
I drew two hearts
Thinking about us
I drew a broken heart
Thinking about reality
I drew a red heart ( red like blood)
Then I drew a knife
Ripping the heart apart
I drew two hearts
Thinking about the world apart
I drew one heart thinking about my dream
I drew two hearts thinking about reality

2
Once again I belong to you
My heart is not complete without you
I drew two leaves
Slowly drifting apart
I drew a running shadow
Thinking about you

CH

3
I drew some happy faces
Thinking of how it could be
Thinking about all the love
I know we could share
If you just opened your heart
You´re impossible to reach

CH

4
So afraid for the truth
Hurts me more than all the lies
Thinking about all the tears
You let me cry in my lonliness
'I painted the red heart black
Let the pain paralyze me

CH

Yesterday´s child

1
So many seconds
Flying away with the world
Dissappearing
Passing me by
Where is the time?
Wasting my time with pain

Ch
I remember the child in me
Always asking
Where is yesterday?
I´m yesterdays child
Now I´m growing up too fast
I´m asking you again
Where is yesterday
Remember it all
Like it happened yesterday

2
Who wants to live forever?
Days in my past
Full of laughter
Full of innocence
So many memories
So many hours all alone


Ch
3
You were all a part of it
I miss all my friends from before
Where did it break?
Where did it end?
All the memories
All the smiles from before

Ch

4
I´ve a forgotten past
I´ve a broken future
I lost control again
What will tomorrow bring and where am I going?
Give me tomorrow
All the answers hides within

Ch

Broken girl

1
She is the girl
Running away from the past
Don´t tell the girl what to do
Do you wanna try and save her
Then don´t say a thing.

Ch
She is already out of reach
Do you think she´s out of control?
I say she is lost forever
The broken girl
With a forgotten past
The broken girl
With no future

2
Like a fool she runs away
Like a fool she turns away
The girl is always on the run
So dry her eyes
But don´t make her stay

CH

3
Will you try to call her back?
Will you miss her when she´s gone?
Too late you´ll call her back
They will see it too late
The world has let her down too long

Ch

4
She´ll never get the feelings back
She tried to scream
She tried to get some attention
But too late you´ll see she was right
Too late you´ll try to call her back

Chx1

EVERYTHING I CAN´T BE

1
Don´t worry about me
Somehow I´ll be ok
I know the games to play
I´ll be fine as always
I´ve been there before

CH
I´ve always wanted to be
Everything I can´t be
I´ve always yearned things
I know I´ll never have
I want to be
Everything I can´t be
I want to do
Everything I can´t do
Once again I want to be
Everything I can´t be

2
I´ve always wanted to be
Someone special
Someone impossible to forget
But still I am nothing worth to see
Always so invicible

Ch

3
Always wanted to find the way
To make you stay
But I don´t have the powers
I am who I am
Always reaching heaven

Ch

4
While the world is moving
I am standing still
I try to find me
But I only find you
A broken soul always searching

CH

MOMENTS

1
Walking in the shadows
Of my past
What will the future bring me?
Forgotten and dead
Living for the moment of truth
I´ve seen nothing
Still I know everything

CH
Moments of truth
Moments of hate
Time is running out
I am gone again '
Drifting into the dark
can´t get away
From the moments of fear
But whatever I do I know
I´ll never let it control me

2
Crying and dying
The blood of yesterday is dry
You scared my feelings away
It´s too late saving me
Leaving it all behind me
A memory I should forget
A past always rewritten

CH


3
Too many lies to overcome
Let the lie always be my best friend
But I´ll let the moments fade away
Too late to go back
Too afraid to move forward
Down down down
Up and up and up

Ch

CIRCLES

CH
Round and round
Walking in circles
I´ll keep on pretending
I say it once again
I´ll keep on walking in circles
The circles of my life
Will lead me away
To another story

1
I don´t believe
The other way is better
Life is too short
To be afraid
Life´s too short
To go the other way around

Ch

2
Don´t believe in yesterday
It´s already gone
Confusion leads my heart
Confusion leads my mind
Here I am again
I still believe in tomorrow

CH

3
I´m walking here
And up there
Walking next to confusion
Bittersweet memories
Will always be my memory
Closing the memory out

Ch

4
We´ll find the sun together
Then something will break again
Someday you´ll blame the day you were born
The second I´ll get my revenge
Here is my life and you cant get it
I like it too much

Ch

New beginning.


1
What is the truth?
Will I ever find it out?
Too much to take from
Too much to live without
Too many temptations
Always want something else

CH
Today is the last time
Today is the last day
Yesterday was the last day
You could break my heart
Here is my new beginning
This is your last chance to apologize
And maybe it´s already too late
Coz I am starting all new
It´s time for a new beginning

2
Time to turn around
And follow my heart
Time to open my mind
always my truth
Here is your end
And here is my new beginning

CH

3
From now on
I´ll always be stronger than you
Slowly I´ll learn how to smile
And when I do
You can´t take it away
This is my new life

Ch

4
Starting all over again
Always running away
Always looking after new dreams
Time to start all over again
So fresh and so new
I´ll never look away again

CH

WHEN ( a song I dedicate to my fave band Takida they´ve given me a lot lately)

1
We all need it
Something to ease the mind
This world so fragile
We need to find something
To find back
To where we used to be
I lost the way but found it back

Ch
When I lose control
When I wanna turn away
Never return never come back
When I need something
To make me breathe
When everything goes wrong
You make me stay on the ground
When I feel down
You always make me smile again

2
It makes me cry
Makes me smile
Makes me breathe
When I lose it all
After a long time down there
I´ve found peace in my mind
After a long time in hell

Ch

3
Like a drug
You always come back to me
Ease my mind
I found the way
After losing it all
Now I´m back on track
All because of you

Ch

4
Don´t wanna go back there
Don´t close my eyes
Can´t go back there
Don´t wanna lose it again
Don´t open my heart
Just make me forget
You give me more than I can tell

CH

Out of control ( wrote it after an argue with mum when I was a teenager hehe)

1
Another time
Another place
Can´t you see
You´ve done it again
And I still wonder
When to become me
Can I show you the real me?
When I´m always myself

Ch
Out of control again
I´ve got nothing else to say
You take all my control
Wanna be the one I am
Don´t let me go this way again
I´m out of control again

2
Do me a favour
Fuck off and leave me alone
If tonight is all I have
Would you regret it later?
I seriously doubt it
You give me nightmares
I can´t sleep when I see your face
I feel confused again

CH

3
Don´t destroy my life
It sucks enough already
I´m out of reach
I wanna be told the way
For you to stop ruling my life
I wanna feel the ground
Behind my feet again
You can´t tell me what to do

Ch

4
I wanna live my life not yours
It´s not the way to earn my respect
Soon I´ll be out of reach
I wanna be able to say
I´m in control again
Do you really wanna lose me?
I don´t think so
Oh no no

Ch

Live 2 please ( also a song I made after an argument with mum )

1
I am sorry
For making you cry again
But whatever I do
Is another mistake for you
But let me tell you
I´ve had enough

CH
I can´t always live to please you
Don´t wanna loose myself
I do a lot for you
Still it´s not enough for you
The child you still see in me
Has grown up to an young woman
One day I have to
Begin to live for myself
That day has to be today
I can´t always live to please you

2
When your heart says yes
Mine says no
When my heart says yes
Yours says no
Sorry for all the mistakes
I never mean to hurt you

Ch

3
I´m sorry for the times
I´m not enough for you
And when I fail you
I also fail myself
But tell me when
I should begin to listen to myself

Ch

4
A child is growing up
The child has become an young woman
ready to make own decisions
And everything I decide
Can´t please you all the time
Can´t always do what you want

CH

Stuck (in here)

1
Wonder where to go
A sunny day
Still feel empty inside
They tell me life is beautiful
Still they wanna take it away

Ch
I´m stuck in here
Stuck in this second
Can never get away
I´m stuck in this life
Everything goes around in circles
I can only follow it around
Stuck in life
I´m stuck in here
I am stuck
Can´t get away

2
They tell me to
Believe in my dreams
in next second they destroy them
They say grow up little girl
Then they put me down again

Ch

3
Life can be good
Life can be bad
Explain to me why
Always in here
I can´t get away

Ch

4
We could be the same
We could stay here forever
I could be the way
And you could be the light
We could be unbreakable

CH

ZOMBIE

1
You don´t know me
If you say this to me
I pretend like I don´tcare
But you can´t see my hidden pain
Hours passing me by
Feeling so restless
Feeling so alone

CH
Like a zombie
I keep on smiling
Closing it out
A zombie always ready
To hide
I hide behind myself
And become a zombie again

2
They tell me
If one way is closing
Another way opens up
I keep on running away
So many reasons
To stay away from you
You´ll never see the real me

Ch

3
I got no feelings
You leave me empty inside
Like a zombie
Hiding all my feelings
Do I have any at all?
Can´t understand it
Oh baby why?

Ch

4
Always ready
To hide myself
Pretending and hiding
Always ready
To run away from the dark
So many hidden feelings
You think I´m strong but I am weak

Ch

Broken wings

1
I used to be
A bird in the sky
Spreading my wings
Always ready to fly
And for every day
I loved life even more

Ch
And here I am today
With broken wings
A bird on earth
Always searching my broken wings
I wanna fly away
With my broken wings
I´ll always be flying
With broken dreams

2
Where is my world?
And where is my heaven?
I wanna lift up again
Be best friend with sun once again
I wanna belong to heaven
Once again

CH

3
I wanna feel
The touch of heaven
Once again
Looking for something bigger
Always searching something higher
I´m still flying with broken dreams


Ch


4
You couldn´t break me
Even if you really tried
I can fly even with broken wings
And I can smile even with tears in my eyes
Still flying higher than heaven
And higher than the stars

CH

Down

1
I don´t think you know
What you did to me
You broke my heart
And took my pride
Now I´m falling down on my knees
But I can´t show you my tears
Can´t show you my weakness

Ch
I wanna make you fall down
Down on your knees
Beg about peace
Beg about forgivness
But I turn my head away
I don´t care what you say
My heart is locked
Now I´m finally in control
And it feels so good to know
It´s my turn to bring you down

2
You´re nothing to me
Down down down
I dont care what you say
You´d a chance but blew it
You broke my heart in two
You told me nothing but lies
You´re nothing to me

CH

3
I wanna bring you down
Sorry if you see my single tear
Falling down from my eyes
You´re not worth my tears
I close the door behind me
And you may search the kea forever
But to find it you´ve to kill me

Ch

4
I wanna make you cry
A million of tears
Just like I cried forever
When you said these nasty words
I know you can´t live without me
But I´ll never look your way again
So much hurt so much pain

CH

Why should I be strong for you?

1
In this stupid crazy dream
You always come and save me
Tell me to keep on dreaming
And tell me to always be myself
But please tell me this

Ch
Why should I be strong for you?
When you are
Colder than ice
Harder than stone
Can´t get close to your heart
Tell me why
I can´t get away
Whenn you turn away
Why should I be strong for you?
You are my weakness
Why should I be strong for you?
When I know
You´ll never feel the same
Can´t get close to your heart
Can´t get close to your heart

2
I keep on pretending
You´re right here by my side
Right here where you belong
But this is only a dream
So why do I keep on walking?

Ch

3
You close your heart
Never let me in
And with tears in my eyes
I call out your name
Blaming the day I was born


Ch

4
Cox you´re the only one
Who controls me
You´re the only one
Who gives me
A broken heart

Ch

THUNDERBIRD

1
So quick so rough
Impossible to say no
You gave me no choice
You gave me no warning

CH
Like a thunder
You fly into my world
Like a thunder
You destroy every little resistance
And when I try to reach you
You fly away so easily
Just like a thunderbird
Yes like a thunderbird
You came into my life

2
Tell me how to tame
Someone with wings
Always ready to fly away
Always searching something else


Ch

3
Too restless to tame
Too easy to fly away
I wanna give you wings
SO you could fly to my heart

Ch

4
You gave me no warning
You gave me no choice
To fly all around
Flying around everywhere


Ch

5
Like a thunder you mess around
In my heart and mind
So rough cant get away
So deep deeper than anything

CH

ALWAYS BE

1
Stop stop stop
Just give it up
Every little word
Hurts me more
Rip away my heart
I feel nothing so I must be nothing
I must be dead

Ch
I´ll always be so close
And so far away
I´ll always keep on dreaming
So reach out for me
Before it´s too late
I´ll always be praying
Waiting for another day
I´ve finally found
Where I´ll always be

2
What´s the world
For a broken heart?
Will you ever heal it?
So many seconds without you
So many feelings flying away
Dont wanna listen
Dont tell me the truth

CH

3
It hurts too much
I won´t be able to quit
Don´t say its impossible
Let me dream just for a second
I´ll always be here
From now on forever here
Always here to stay

CH

4
Don´t say these words again
I close my ears
Love still makes me believe
Someday you must see
Someday our world will be together
Haven´t you seen it by now?
Here is my destiny here I belong

Ch

HE LOVES TO HOLD MY HAND

1
I can finally see
What he means for me
Í´m finally free
I´m breaking free
I know he adores me
For the one I am

Ch
He loves to hold my hand
He loves to kiss me all he can
I´ve had enough of you
He shows me so many emotions
I was nothing
Now I am everything
He loves to treat me right
He loves to hold my hand

2
You said you loved me
But you never showed
Lying here beside him
And his love is shining through
And as long as he loves me
I know I´ll be complete

Ch

3
He likes to give me expensive gifts
But for once his love is enough
That we belong together
That´s all that matters to me
If he gives me the eternity
Then I´m his forever


Ch

4
I´ve given him my trust
He´s everything and nothing
He loves to treat me good
In fact he loves everything about me
There are so many reasons
Why I´ll always cling to him

Ch

I´m staying alive close into his arms
Staying here forever close to him
Always safed in his arms

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COME CLEAR

1
They choose to look away
And they walk away
Before they can see
The first hit
I call them back too late
And I feel so alone
I turn my head away
But you´ll follow me in my dreams

CH
So sick and tired of this
So sick and tired of you
So hard to find some honesty
In this cruel world
But this is my limit
I think it´s time we come clear
To keep on living in this lie
Will kill us eventually
We can´t hide it anymore
We fought so hard
Tried to hide it for so long
But this game can´t continue
It´s time to come clear

2
Leave me alone
Cant stand this lie
And in the end
We are both losers
We wanted it to be true
But we all have a limit
And without looking back
I´ll be brave enough to be honest


Ch

3
By habit
And fear of lonliness
I forgot myself
And how to breathe
For noone but myself
Somehow I forgot it
But I know someday you´ll see
It´ll be forgotten

Ch

The more I fall

1
Crawling in the dust
Crawling in the dark
I want an open hand
To save me
Weaker for every second
Straight up straight up
Deep inside I think you know

Ch
I keep on falling
I keep on crawling
And the more I fall
The weaker you make me
Can´t go up on my own
Can´t break it if I fall
But the more I fall
The deeper I go
You´ll always let me fall

2
Time keeps on running
Can´t make it stop
Time is flying
And I don´t know where I belong
Walking in circles
Try to find tomorrow
Won´t go this way again

Ch

3
If you followed me down
I would follow you up
Come on come on
Cant reach me even if you tried
I keep on falling all my life
Today it´s too late

Chx1

NO REGRETS

1
No turning back
And I know there´s no point
To go back in history
And want something else to happen
There is no turning back

Ch
Can´t make things I´ve done undone
But I can´t live in my past forever
Gotta forgive and forget someday
I live with no regrets
There´s no point anyway
I live with no regrets
Coz I´ve been told
Life is too short

2
Life is too short
I´ve been crawling
In the shadows of my past
And I´ve been searching
For the sun of my future

Ch

3
Now I´m gonna climb up
I´m gonna smile again
I dont wanna live like I lived before
Pretend to laugh and smile
But all I felt was lonliness

Ch

´LL TAKE THE TEARS (made for all of my friends you know who you are so thank you)

1
For a shadow of a second
I can see dreams you´ve to hide
For a shadow of a moment
I can see the tears you try to hide
It hurts me so much
To see you falling down
So give me a smile ¨
And never doubt again

Ch
I´ll take the tears
I´ll be the strength when you need
Give your pain to me
I´ll take the pain
I´ll take the tears
Just to see you smile again

2
I could give you so much
I would never give you less
The tears you let fall down now
Give them all to me
I´ll make them an ocean
Don´t let them take you
Dont let them break you
I´ll be there for you my friend

CH

3
The pain in your eyes
Replace them with a smile
Share the pain with me
And I know you would feel better
From another second to this
Run away from the truth
But you can never get away
From my undying love

Ch

The last thing I´ll remember about love

1
Maybe you think I´m crazy
And maybe I am
But dont tell me what to feel
Gotta see the truth (love was never meant for me)
Truly I mean it
Now I´m giving up on love
But please dont feel guilty

Ch
Still I´ve felt the power of love
Even if I´ll never believe again
But the last thing I´ll remember about love
Is the magic moment when you held me
The last thing I´ll remember about love
Will be the moment I shared with you
That moment means so much more
Than everlasting love ever could

2
All the empty days I´ve to survive
Will be easier to survive now
Feels so empty but thats when I´ve to remember
When you walk away I feel so empty
And how can I ever love again
After sharing a moment with you
It´ll be impossible ( I know it)

Ch

3
I dont think heaven
Will ever belong to me again
Not after that moment in heaven
So thank you for showing me the last memory
Thank you for giving me the best memory in my life
Now I wanna live in that memory
I dont need more

Ch

When I´ll miss love too much
I´ll think about the moment with you
From now on this moment
Will always mean love for me

With a beautiful soul ( found this when I was cleaning the other day like 3 years old)

1
With your eyes
You touched my inner soul
With one simple look
You made me go liquid

CH
With a beautiful soul
You touched my inner soul
With a beautiful soul
You make my world fly
You gave me so much love
With a beautiful soul
Everlasting
More than a lifetime

2
How can I know?
Well baby I just do
You make me feel so much
So much love beneath it all

Ch

3
So much passion
Such a beautiful feeling
I never wanna forget
Your eyes always burning me

Ch

4
You pull me into you
Impossible to breath
This feeling more than I can take
Here I am loving you more than ever before

CH

5
Here is my only truth
Hidden in my heart
So close I can feel it
So far away I can never reach it

Ch

6
You give me feelings
Make me wanna fly up to heaven
And make you my angel
And become yours forever

Ch

Dark destiny

1
Follow this way
Questions so deep
You´ll find the answers
They´re flying around
Always ready for you

CH
Follow this way
It´ll never change
I can´t run away
I can´t escape
My dark destiny
Will always lead me away
From the way where I should be
Can¨t deny it can´t hide it
My dark destiny
Making me loose all the control

2
This lonely road
Leads me nowhere
But there´s no return
And I follow the way back
With no signs

Ch

3
Where´s the return?
And will the light
Ever win over the darkness?
This dark road
Hidden so many answers

Chx1

Still

1
It´s spinning around
My head is so messed up
I need another life
To forget it all
All these nightmares
Coming back from the dark

CH
The world is standing still
While I am moving
I´m standing still
I feel paralyzed
How come the world is still moving?
Cover the lies
Hide them in your smile
You´re still moving
While the world is standing still

2
A well hidden secret
I was once told
It was better that way
But I think I have
Been waiting long enough
Today must be the day

Ch

3
Going back
Take a step forward
I´m falling back
Falling further away
To where I used to be
Swallow the meaning once again

CHx1

HIDDEN TEAR

1
Crawling under my skin
My secrets you won´t find
Secrets hidden so deep
So painful to think about
It kills me
To talk about it

CH
This eternal lie
Never leave my thoughts
This eternal lie
Crawling under my skin
This hidden tear
Making me cry oceans
Leaving it all behind me
This hidden tear
Always in denial

2
Hidden so deep
And I´ll make sure
You´ll search it all your life
Never finding it
The thing I showed you before
My weakness

Ch
3
What´s hidden beneath
You think you know it all
I say you´ve got no clue
You couldn´t even guess
This story all on my own

Ch

4
This secrets
Secret feelings
Close to my mind
Always hidden in the dark
Hidden for your eyes
But bringing me down again

Ch

HALF MY HEART

1
I won´t tell you
I never heard what you said
I dont wanna know
My feelings are right
I am about loosing you


Ch
You say you´ll leave me
With half of my heart
Can´t open it again
It would destroy me
And as I can see you walk away
I know my life will never be the same
Half of my heart is still alive
While the other half of my heart
You killed by walking away

2
Take my heart
You say you still
Can feel it beating
I say you´re a bad liar
Coz you take it all away

Ch

3
You leave me now
With nothing but a lie
I feel so confused
Not having you here
It doesn´t feel right

CH

4
This broken heart
Always so alone
Trying to find my way
But once again I find you
You tear my heart apart

Ch

FLAME

1
A dangerous game
You can loose it all
A heart so fragile
Should be harder than stone
Been there before
Still this impossible way
Tempt me so much

CH
Running to the flame
Wanna play this game
All over again
I can feel the flame in my heart
I can feel the flame
Burning my body
But I´ll raise up again
Deny it again
This flame will burn forever

2
Make me loose control
But I know the road
I´ll always keep on walking
Dangerous minds
Will turn me to a fool
But only for a while
Soon I´ll open my eyes

Ch

3
Save your last breath
For something you are
Really sure about
Don´t die in vain
Spending some time on your own
Find the way back
To yourself

Ch

4
So hard to believe
Maybe I´ll never be the same
But look real closely
And maybe if you opened your eyes
You would see it
Don´t run away
It would be too late

Ch

FLAME

1
A dangerous game
You can loose it all
A heart so fragile
Should be harder than stone
Been there before
Still this impossible way
Tempt me so much

CH
Running to the flame
Wanna play this game
All over again
I can feel the flame in my heart
I can feel the flame
Burning my body
But I´ll raise up again
Deny it again
This flame will burn forever

2
Make me loose control
But I know the road
I´ll always keep on walking
Dangerous minds
Will turn me to a fool
But only for a while
Soon I´ll open my eyes

Ch

3
Save your last breath
For something you are
Really sure about
Don´t die in vain
Spending some time on your own
Find the way back
To yourself

Ch

4
So hard to believe
Maybe I´ll never be the same
But look real closely
And maybe if you opened your eyes
You would see it
Don´t run away
It would be too late

Ch

EASY GONE

1
Here we are again
We lost it a long time ago
Still we are searching
After things we lost before
Never knew
Never realized
Until it was too late


Ch
Took it for granted
Now I´m left alone
Calling you back
But when I open my eyes
I can see
You´re too far away
Easy won easy gone
Too late to regret
Should know by now
I´ll never win

2
The other way
Seems so tempting now
Breaking it all down
Making it all stop
Wish I´d known it before
Now it´s too late
And regrets fills my mind


Ch

3
Knowing what I know now
I know its easy to say
Regrets eating me alive
Trying to recall it
Echoes in my mind
Echoes in my heart
Filling me with an empty mind

Chx1

LINE OF DEATH (LINE OF LIFE)


1
Somewhere in between
Just trying to
Finally be myself
Searching the way
Out of this

Ch
The easy way out
Could it really be right?
Will I ever find
What I´m searching for?
Hiding in between
In the line of death
Standing in between
In the line of death
In the line of life
Hiding between life and death

2
I am just trying
To find the air to breathe
I refuse to
Stand in line
Its too late to change

Ch

3
Let me breathe
And give me some space
So I can find back
The long way back
From the dark


Ch

4
Never too far away
And I am not sorry
This is the way I feel
Coz this is me
And I want to live

Ch

SIMPLE RULES

1
Always the same question
Passing my head
Running through my mind
Stop confusing me
Coz sooner or later
I´ve to follow my mind

Ch
Taking over me
Breaking me down again
All these simple rules
Confusing my head
This lie
Fills me with regrets
Who decides it?
And close you out
I´ll never understand
All these simple rules


2
Take a step back
Broken and alone
Keep on wondering
Why try again?
I know I´ll loose again
Walk this way alone

Ch

3
The eyes of the dark
Covers the sun
And the evil eye (lyssnat lite för mycket på Takida här?? haha)
Will hunt you down
To a place
Darker than hell

Ch

4
To find it back
Will never be a guarantee
So make sure
You never loose it
Once lost always gone
You can´t turn back the time

Ch

SAFEST WAY TO SUICIDE

1
Today I am leaving you
With this hurtful lesson
I am just sorry
I saw it too late
I´m just sorry
You managed to hurt me like this

Ch
Love is the safest way to suicide
Makes you so weak
Makes you loose all control
Makes everything you took for granted
Fly away to somewhere you don´t know
Out of reach again
Wish you had told me before
Now it´s too late
Love is the safest way to suicide

2
She used to have
A smile in her face
Now her friends see her slip away
And they wonder why
Oh a silly boy broke her heart
And her smile faded out


Ch

3
He used to love
The prettiest girl
And he refused to listen
To his friends warning
Now he wonders why oh why
Didn´t I listen to my friends?

Chx1

LET IT RAIN

1
Don´t knock on my door
Sorry but I am not fit today
Today my bed
Will be my best friend
And these sad songs
Will make me cry
My eyes out

Ch
Today is a sad day
Today is a big lie
And I beg let it rain
To wash the pain away
So I can see the sun tomorrow
Let it rain
To make me forget
Let it rain
To wash these feelings away

2
These days comes
When I don´t wanna open my eyes
Sometimes
I wanna drown myself
Fall asleep
To never wake up again
I wanna be alone

Ch

3
Close my eyes
Reality hits me too hard
Don´t wanna open my eyes
I want it dark today
I don´t wanna be reminded
Of the world outside
So don´t wake me up

Ch

4
Leave me alone
Let me heal my wounds
Don´t tell me what to do
Don´t tell me what to feel
Don´t make me scared
Don´t make me run away
Be patient and give me some space

CH

Shadows

1
So close
To the borderline
So many lies
To hide again
I´ll hide there once again
Somewhere safe
I know where I come from

Ch
I´ll hide in the shadows
I know this is the way
Calling me back
Again and again
The shadows is my home
The shadows chasing me
I run and hide
in the shadows
Right where I belong

2
Some people are scared
But I know this is my home
Don´t be afraid
I´m not a ghost
I´m not a vampire
I just have a bad habit
To be different from all others

Ch

3
Deep scars
Will show you
My broken past
Right from the start
Until the very end
Showing the beautiful side
But it´s not what I want

CH

4
When everything else
Will be forgotten
I close myself like a shell
Holding on so tight
Falling back so easily
Should forget it
But my days are counted

Ch

CALL ME SOMEBODY (one of my fave ones. About wanting to be seen of a special someone...) I

1
Once again
A quick glance
I was once dreaming
It meant something more
But I had to open my eyes
But baby please just once
Hear my pleeding

CH
Open your eyes
Just once would be enough
Look at me see me
Call me somebody
Invisible, never seen
Call me somebody
Let me be seen
For the first time

2
The forgotten call
Into the night
Fallen back to the dreams
Once forgotten
Recall it time after time
Everything changes with time
But I´ll always be forgotten

Ch

3
I can´t take
So much more than this
Call me back there once again
I´ll never hear your call
Too late to regret
Too late to call back the time
You´ll never see it again

Ch

4
So much more
To wish for
And just for once
I wanna follow my dream
But you take them all away
By denying me time after time
Nothing more than this

Ch

Denna är bara en liten sång jag gjorde för länge sen till Takida

Every little song

1
I was losing it all
So jaded and broken
I was falling down
And I was called the black sheep
So easy to loose control
Its the booze talking once again


Ch
Every little song
Makes me cry
And makes me believe
Another life and another dau
Will open up someday
You tear it all up again
Every little song you sing
Makes me see the better days
Every little sog makes me breathe
And makes me feel
Something´s on my mind
You give me a point a view
So I hope give into me someday

2
Even though I am burning
I know I won´t be killed by train
Coz you are my sanctuary
Since I won´t stay in the rain
With no reason why
So apprecihated so confused


Ch

3
I was asleep
And I had a reason to cry
I asked myself is it right?
The riddles of my life
Have you been waitng long enough to find the answers?
This mistery like the DHC in my heart


Ch

4
Here I am still alive
Because of you I know
What doesn´t kill you
Makes you settle downI know I scored since I´ve you in my life
You are one of a kind

Ch


5
Seven days a week
Ponder and wondering
How to breathe again
What if you leave me alone?
It´s a sin to die alone
So old, just getting older

CH

6
You said don´t reach out
But with the evil eye haunting me down
I searched my snypah
You are my close therapy and unision
When I feel unstabilized
All these songs making me smile again

CH

Dedicated to my own Takida boyz!!! Älskar er killar

GHOST

1
Chasing me
I can´t sleep
Wish I could forget
Leave this all behind me
But the songs always
Goes back to the lyrics
And like winter
Soon fills summers place

Ch
You are coming after me
Haunting me in my dreams
Like a ghost
Scaring the children away
You never leave me alone
You´re always there in my dreams
Follow my mind
Like a ghost in my mind
You never leave me alone
You are my nightmare
You are my ghost

2
No matter where I go
You never leave me alone
I´ll never forget
You´ll never allow me
To take the first step out
Even when you´re dead
You take all my powers
And swallow my blood

Ch

3
Late at night
Guilty thoughts
Fills my head
What could I´ve done better?
In vain I try to find the answer
It´s written in your blood
When I´m looking up in heaven
You take my last breath

Ch

RUNNERS

1
Tell me why
You´re so stubborn
When I look at you
Oh darling I loose my mind
I don´t think this is for the best
And I´m sorry but I dont think
You´re doing the right thing

Ch
You say your life is safe
And that you like
The way you live now
I say what is it you try to run away from?
What is it you try to hide?
You hurt me time after time
Keep on running if you think
It´s what best for you
But I think if you keep on running away
Someday you´ll loose it all

2
You turn away
With a beautiful smile
But I see in your eyes
Still hide what´s inside
Maybe you wanna hide it
Just because you think you can forget it
But I will try again

Ch

3
With a nervous look
You try to deny it all
But I know what I talk about
And that nothing in life
Comes for free
You can say what you want
But I´ve seen it all

Ch

4
Keep on denying me
But all this running
Makes me loose the mind
All the money in the world
Would never makes us as rich
If we never understood ourself
And we cant explain reality

Ch

5
And I don´t think
We really wanna know
Hide it so well
So we don´t understand
To walk away
To hide and run away
Seems our only option

Ch

ALL I CAN REMEMBER

1
When the lights go out
When I feel too tired
When I believe
The next step
Will be impossible to take
The last breath
And the last step

Ch
I close my eyes again
I wonder where this will lead me
All I can remember
Is this lonely dark road
I seem to forget
Everything else
All I can remember
Is everything I should forget

2
All of the time
And every place
Looking the same
Trying to find
Something new
Something to hold on to
Soon I´m slipping away

Ch

3
Dreams getting stuck
In my head
Should forget it
Let it fade away
Tomorrow it´ll be forgotten
The scars will always burn
And I´ll always go back

Chx1