Mina sånger

DEMONS

1
Coming back to haunt you
Waking up with a scream
Nightmares will follow you down
Crying tears of blood
Regrets will come too late
I´m turning my head away
All of these bitter tears
Turning into an ocean

Ch
No matter how hard I try
I can´t forget yesterday
Demons haunting me
Late at night
Impossible to go back to sleep
The demons are coming
Calling my name
The demons of my past
Will come and eat us alive

2
Follow me back
I still wanna be here
Getting weaker now
I taste the doubts again
Such a bittersweet feeling
Come with me now
We could be winners
I dont wanna be a loser

Ch

3
Follow me back
We could be unbreakable
Show it and hide it
Confess it and deny it
I feel the doubts
Close into my heart
Don´t know what to say
These doubts taste like mud

Ch


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Another day

1
Wake me up tomorrow
Let me forget
The pain of today
Leave me bleeding here
Forget me all over again

Ch
Another day
Passing me by
Another rainy day
When I feel alone
Just another day
In something called my life
Everyday looks the same
Just another day
Of my broken life

2
The sun goes up
Watching the sunrise
Before I even know
The sun goes down
Watching the night come


Ch

3
Lying here alone
Always without dreams
The days
Always looking the same
Without you

Ch

4
Everything to remember
Never to forget
Easy to loose my mind
When it´s all a lie
This life always looking the same

Ch

RUN TO HATE

1
Confusing minds
Leads us to nowhere
We shouldn´t be
Nobody hears
Nobody wants to listen
To our last goodbyes

Ch
Such a waste of time
Our last souls
Runs to hate
We hide behind a mask
Never ready to see the truth
I run to hate again
Run to something I know
I´m so alone without you
I run to hate
Love always puts me down

2
Flying lies
Will turn our beating hearts
To something colder than ice
Something harder than stone
Open the book
But never turn the page

Ch

3
Try to open my mind
I´ll kick you in the head
Don´t play the game
If you are not sure you can handle it
Call the line
But never expect an answer

Ch

4
Time passes us by
But when will I learn
This useful lesson
I´m so scared for
And soon it´ll be forgotten
Soon it´ll be a broken lie

Ch

Fairytale

1
Hard to believe it
Yes I know
Maybe you wouldn´t even believe me
Even if I told you
I know it sounds so crazy
Hard to listen
To a story you´ll never understand

Ch
Yes I know
Sounds like a fairytale
I know it´ll burn you
Just like it hurts me
The story of my life
Will sound like a fairytale to you
But please don´t judge me
This is not a fairytale
This is the story of my life

2
This big fight
But whereever I turn
I am always losing
Should I just let it slip away
The dreams of my heart
Maybe I should give it up
Sometimes I think it would be better

Ch

3
This fight
Seems to be eternal
For a little while
I could hide again
Behind my smile
This perfect solution
Will soon fade out to my hell

Ch

4
Growing up
Means giving up
All your dreams
I thought it was a dream
But when I woke up
All over again
This is my reality

CH

DOOR

1
Life is so full of temptations
Full of suprises
Just a glimpse
I don´t know when
But I know I can´t
Wait for this
So let me open it up

CH
Open up the door
I feel so curious
What will happen next
The door to something new
Something I wanna know
Secrets I wanna know
I try to turn my head
And look away
But this could be it
The door to my new life

Ch

2
Shouldn´t feel this way
Couldn´t hurt me more
Than being hit by train
Still I hear the echoes
Deep inside my heart
Hope for something better
Do you feel the same?

Ch

3
We should leave it behind
A forgotten memory
Could make me stronger
Sometimes the answer
Seems so obvious
All of this all of that
The answer´s in the air

Chx1

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WHAT A BROKEN SOUL HIDES

1
Maybe you can´t see it
But now let me tell you
Something I know
You´ve never heard before
This might sound wierd
But I swear it´s true

Ch
Tears so many
A broken heart
A restless soul
And a wonder why
Another destiny
A broken dream
This eternal lie
Wanting something better
This dream to find something better
This is what a broken soul hides

2
Try to find it
It´s hidden so deep
You need to search it
I´ve been looking everywhere
Listen me out
This is another story

Ch

3
Broken feelings
Should be forgotten
So easily
I don´t wanna listen
To another sorrowful story
But it´s impossible to forget

Chx1

FADE

1
Once I was dreaming
Now I know what I lost
To fight it back
Seems to scare it away

Ch
Once again
I can see it fade away
Slowly but obvious
Running after
Like a shadow with no goal
So slowly it fades away
Soon it´ll be out of reach
And even though I´ll try and deny it
I´ll miss it when it´s gone
Fades away so slowly
And soon I´ll never see it again

2
Broken like before
Never fixed
Loved it too much
I knew it when I lost my breath


Ch

3
More than this
And I´ll loose it again
Keep it alive
Until I die


4
A broken life
And a broken future
What to believe in
When everything else is gone

Ch

5
Within my dream
It was all true
But when I opened my eyes
I saw it was all a dream

Ch

BELONG

1
So easy in this world
I can see it
I can feel it
So slowly dissappear
What I once believed in
I lost the power

CH
When I open my eyes
I wish you could answer me
Where do I belong?
I used to know
Used to feel it so strong
But while the world is changing
I search somewhere to belong
Something to call my own
I need somewhere to belong

2
Our paths leads us somewhere
We don´t know
Tomorrow when we open the eyes
Will we still be here?
Can´t count on it
The answer´s flying away

Ch

3
A broken promise
Will never heal it
I used to have a dream
Now it´s too far away
The games to play
Are so different now

Chx1

SMILING FACE

1
All these people
I can see in the distance
Passing me by
Some of them
I´ll never see again
Will you think of me?
Or will I be this memory
You´ll never recall afain

CH
Did you see?
And do you know?
This smiling facw
Look again
A bit closer this time
See all the thousands of tears
This smiling face
Keeps on hiding
But you always turn away
And its not your fault
This smiling face dies so slowly
But you can never wash it away
The blood that never will dry

2
You would never believe
If I started to tell you
Everything I hide inside
The happy girl
Who won´t show my weakness
The girl with the perfect life
But you hurry away
Will never see the truth

Ch

Put the pain away
Hide it so well
Until you´re burning inside
But it has nothing to do with you
This smiling face fades away so slowly

Ch

QUEEN OF DARKNESS

1
Like the ghost
Belongs to the eternal darkness
Like the vampire
Hates the light
I love this night
And I always want to repeat it
Don´t wake me up

Ch
I´m the queen of darkness
I grow stronger in the night
Turn off the lights
Cox I´ll be your worst nightmare
I´m the queen of darkness
I´ll become stronger and stronger
While the others turn weaker and weaker
Don´t wake me up (I feel alive here)
I´m queen of darkness

2
They struggle so hard
To overcome their weakness
And while everything goes wrong
I´ll raise up again
It´s impossible to win over me
In my dreams
I´ll always be free

Ch

3
Turning weaker
Getting stronger
And while you turn away
The other way
Will slowly open up
Always coming back
Never fades away

Chx1

ELBOW ROOM

1
In my nightmares
In my dreams
Takes me complete
Just like a stalker
You never leave me alone
Wherever I go
I see you in front of me

Ch
I need some space
You´ve reached your limit
I need this elbow room
I don´t wanna see you
As the first thing in the morning
And you don´t have to
Follow me to sleep
I need an elbow room
Far away from you
Where you can´t reach me
Let me find this place
This elbow room
far away from you

2
Can´t believe it
Please not again
I try to find this secret place
In peace and silence
I need to find this
Still looking
Still searching

Ch

3
I lock the door
I hear you call
I put the music on
Won´t listen to your heart breaking
I need to find myself
I´m sorry but I´ve to
Don´t wanna see you


Ch

CHUTE

1
Í´m standing on top
I´m looking down
I never wanna belong there
I don´t wanna lose it
But I´m choking
I lost my breath again

CH
Just like a chute
I´m on top
But with the wind
I follow the chute down
Just like a rollercoaster
And like a chute
I wanna hear the children laugh again
I wanna be innocent like them
From the top to the bottom

2
On the way up
Soon I´m falling down
Feelings so fragile
And like porclein
There will be thousands of pieces
And like sand it´ll dissappear

Ch

3
Looking back in time
Once I was just like them
Playing around in the play ground
Now it reminds me about life
I´m going down
With the chute


Chx1

GONE FOREVER

1
Was it just a dream?
Hard to believe it
They told me time after time
It was too good to be true
I turned my head away
Too afraid to hear the truth
I wanted something real for once

Ch
But my arms are too short
And you´re gone forever
Sorry I couldn´t be enough
Too late
I want to make it up to you
But too late
I see you are long gone
And I´ll miss you forever
You´re gone forever
Never coming back¨

2
I was looking after answers
But now I know
You never had them
I was looking after dreams
But now I know
You were there to destroy them

Ch

3
What I wanted
And what I needed
I think I mixed it up
I thought I needed you
I thought I wanted you
But someday I´ve to find
What´s in it for me

Ch

THE LAST DANCE

1
Betrayal eyes
I felt so strong
Close to your arms
I know what you´ll say
And with fear of losing it all
I crawl closer to you
And you are eager to meet me halfway
You know I am weak without you

Ch
You play our hearts melody
And here we are
You can´t deny you feel guilty
Closer than ever before
You play our song again
And deep inside its hard to let go
You kiss me holding me closer
In this our last dance
You kiss me again
And then you dance away
To never come back

2
Soon reality will win over our dreams
And in your eyes I can see
All your excuses
But deep inside I think you know
They mean nothing
Deep inside we know
We´ll never meet again
Soon we´ll lose it all

Ch

3
I wanna feel your lips next to mine
One last time
I wanna feel the strength
I´ll never feel again
And you give me your breath again
And one last time we´ll be one
Everything we won we´ll lose
When you open that door

Ch

Denna skrev jag på alla hjärtans dag 2007

Watching the world


1
Seems so distant
I held it in my arms
For a second or so
Here I walk alone
And like nothing has changed
The world will move on

Ch
Feels like I`m here
Though I am far away
I´m watching the world
From a place far away
They all seem so happy
Like they´ve found their dreams
But I´ll never be a part of them
Coz while I´m watching the world
They push me away
I´m watching the world
Growing to a place
I´ll never recognize again

2
Inside the night
Inside my dreams
I wanna be a part of you
All of these stupid promises
Making me lose control
Take me home please
Before I lose my mind

Ch

3
Kisses in the sunrise
Holding hands in the sunset
And only in the arms of your lover
You´ll feel complete
Holding on so tight
Falling into the sky

Ch

4
In the safety of your babys lap
You feel the world turn so small
Everywhere I go
My hidden secret seems to haunt me
But when this day is over
Nothing has changed
This day will never be mine

Ch

DYING DREAMS

1
What I once felt so strong
What used to be strong
I can feel it slipping away
Like sand in my hands
Dreams that used to be so strong

Ch
But they are like dust now
Running out of power
My dying dreams
A fading memory
You take it all away
Dying dreams
Fading away so slowly
My dying dreams
Dies with you


2
Don´t wanna be here
Back and forth
Running to a place
Where I shouldn´t be
Burns like 1000 fires

Ch

3
I had it all once
Now I can feel it
Slipping out of my hands
I tried so hard to change
But here I am always the looser

Ch

4
Take your time
I can stay here
As long as you want me to
Like a chasing ghost
I can be so annyoing

Ch

IT WAS A LIE (NOW IT´S OVER)

1
I´m still burning inside
But now I need to think
About me for once
And now when it´s over
I wonder what is actual regrets
And what´s a wish
To get it back from what it used to be


Ch
But now it´s over
I closed my eyes for too long
So let´s end this now
It was a lie
We played a game
We´re both loosers
We can open the eyes
Now when it´s over
You promised to always stay
But it was a lie
Now when it´s all over
Don´t pretend you´re sorry
Now it´s over

2

Turning away
Turning around
I refuse to regret it
Someday I´ll convince myself
It was nothing but a game
Just like life itself
So please don´t lie again

Ch

3
Closed my eyes
For too long again
You´re not coming back
So congratulations
You managed to do it
You made my strong heart
Melt like ice

Ch

BLACK BIRD

1
This lonely bird
Flying away
Looking down
To this lonely world
What does it see?
And will it be the end?

Ch
This black bird
Looking at this world
With eyes sharper than a knife
This black bird
Will it be the end?
Death is coming closer
Black bird
Blacker than the night
Flying away with me
To the darkest place

2
Free to fly away
While I still live
Here in my dreams
Where reality is so far away
And nothing will burn you
`The last fire will never burn out

Ch

3
Spread your wings
And fly away with me
Give me wings
To fly away from the flame
Good and evil
Rainy days are here to keep

Chx1

HONEST

1
Don´t let me see it
Don´t let me hear the news
Don´t open my eyes
I wanna be in denial
Another second another minute

Ch
It´s hard to be honest
Still I wonder why
Honesty has become our enemy
Why is it easier to live
This eternal lie
Than standing face to face
To the hurtful honesty

2
They tell me
What doesn´t kill me
Will make me stronger
But I swear I´ll never stop searching
Dreams I lost in the past

Ch

3
I´ll be looking
I´ll be searching
Until the end of the world
It can´t be impossible
The world will be mine

Ch

4
I´ll sing this song
Again and again
Until I found the truth
What will take a lifetime
I lost it again

Ch

5
In the city of fear
In the land of zombies
So easy to lose control
Where is the truth
In the world of cold

Ch

RIGHT AND WRONG

1
So difficult in this world
To find the right thing
So keep on searching
But what if you never find it
Will you be lost forever?

Ch
Your destiny is not mine
My destiny is not yours
What is right for me
Is wrong for you
And what is wrong for me
Feels so right for you
So slowly drifting apart
What is right for me
Wrong for you
You feel so right
But oh so wrong

2
Two different ways
And deep inside I know
There´s only one way
To go from here
I could go on forever

Ch

3
I can´t push it away
This feeling of loss
So please tell me my mind is wrong
It´ll never feel right
Will always be wrong

Chx1

CHANGE MY MIND

1
It´s so hard
To find peace in my mind
Easier to turn away
Than to face
All your fears
Easier to look away
Than to dream all these nightmares

Ch
Make me fall down
Before I loose my mind
Change my mind
Make me hold on to my dreams
I wanna forget it all
Change my mind'
Change my history
Give me peace
So I can move on from here
Change my mind
Before I lose it all again

2
Open my heart
So I can follow my mind
Let me hear
The whisper of the night
Follow me down
Never loose the grip of my hand
To follow me on top

Ch

3
Everything seems a lie
Make me forget it all
I wanna feel better
But its a long way from here
Take a step forward
And move on from there
I wanna be stronger

Ch

4
thIS long way
Feels like I´m stepping out
To a world I´ll never know
Tell me a new history
Make it go away
Let me forget it
I need to be stronger


Ch

Anything for rock n roll
( Dedicating this to all rock n roll lovers and all my fave bands. Let the power of rock n roll never die. This might be a very different song but feels like me so enjoy it)
I actually made this song after a quoete I was reading " I became confident from losing a lot of friends who weren't really my friends, I discovered my best friend was music. And that friend hasn't fallen away. My best friend believes in me." ( I can agree with that Luke)

1
A past full of secrets
A past full of broken promises
Once again they leave me here
Broken and alone
But for once in my life
I found a faithful friend
A friend that will always stay

Ch
I put my favourite music on
Louder and louder
Pure music that speaks to my heart
Easy related
Always ready to save my life
Whenever I fall back down
I´ll do anything for rock´n roll
And even though I lose all my other friends
Maybe it´s for the best
They´ll never see the real me
So I turn the music on again
I let the power flow into my soul
And I feel the power to move on
I can do anything for rock´n roll

2
Independent style
You can make it on your own
And deep inside you know
You are beter than them
It´s their loss not yours
And when they come to apologize
You won´t even see them

Ch

They left you
Without a reason
But while other people judged you
Somehow you found something
To make you stay on the ground
I turn the music again (lose myself)
Rock´n roll saved my life

Ch

BLIND DREAMS


1
I wanna keep on going
This is the way
I´ll never desert
I wanna have this dream
So never leave me here
Deep down I´m afraid
Can´t do it alone

CH
I don´t know
Where this will lead me
And I am not sure
I really want to
But my heart leads me back there
And my blind dreams
Leads me back to you
To where I used to be
My blind dreams
Leads me back to you

2
Just a fool
Would keep on walking
Dangerous to stay
But I know walking away
Would make me invincible
I feel like I´ve to try
So I ask you if you dare
Ch

3
I feel like moving on
And I feel like
Trying something new
I felt it before
And now its going too fast
The ride is not over
It hasn´t even begun

Chx1

Dags att gå låååångt tillbaka i tiden igen. Detta var till min första riktiga kärlek som jag hade när jag var 13

NAIVE ( En av mina äldsta som jag hittade när jag städade. ungefär 10 år gammal till den första killen som sårade mig)

1
You must think
I am the biggest fool
With open eyes
I took your lies
And I let you fool me
You threw it straight into my face

Ch
Bittersweet words
Today I would never believe them
So young so naive
I fell in love with you straight away
I felt like giving it all up
So naive so new
I was a virgin to these feelings
And I guess
You could see it in my eyes
I was so young so naive
And you broke my heart in two

2
Now I know the truth
Can´t believe I bought it
Feel so stupid
I´ll never forgive myself
You were my weakness
Now leave my mind

Ch


3
All of your evil words
Will follow me back
To my nightmares
If only I could make you feel
The way you made me feel
So hopeless and alone

4
Colder than ice
Harder than stone
With words of hate
Echoing in my mind
See it inside of me
And set me free

Ch

RECENTLY

1
Earlier days
Darker days
I fall back
Into this trap
I looked outside my window
To notice something different

Ch
All these days
Passing me by
Recently I´ve been an empty hole
Ready to fall into the dark
And let it swallow me completly
Recently I´ve been falling back
o the first days of my life
When I couldn´t find any strength
All these passing days
Recently I haven´t been myself

Ch

2
Looking inside
I don´t think you really
Wanna know the rest
If you continue this game
And refuse to open the eyes
Maybe you could run away

Ch

3
Pretend like it wasnt there
I dont think its just a dream
Learn me how to fly
And I will fly up
To a better heaven
Where dreams always comes true

Chx1

GOOD LIES

1
You really wanna say it
You´re so obvious
I can see right through you
I don´t wanna see it
I don´t wanna open my eyes
Unless you change your mind

CH
Tell me it´s ok
And tell me somehow
We´ll work it out
Tell me good lies
Make me dream again
Tell me it´s not gone forever
Tell me you´ll never break my heart
Tell me some good lies
So I can start to dream again

2
I wanna find something
To hold on to
All these lies
Couldn´t hurt me more
I don´t wanna listen
To my heart breaking

Ch

3
I don´t wanna hear it
So wont you please
Tell me what Iwanna know
Just a little lie
To protect me from the pain
I feel right now

CH

4
I´ll close my heart
Until I feel completely safe
But I know you won´t leave me alone
I won´t find peace in my mind
Until I find myself again
So tell me I am safe

CH

LOST INNOCENCE (about growing up)

1
A child is growing up
Wanna explore it all
Out of the shell
Was so protected
But you can´t close the door forever
Someday she has to fly away

CH
Once you get your first kiss
You can never take it back
Once you fooled around in the bed
You can´t get your virginity back
Once so innocent
But now she´s growing up
And one day she´ll open the eyes
To see the world in a different light
This is the real world
I am growing up
Time to see the real world

2
I never understood it
They took it away
The ability
To see it with my own eyes
I know you tried to help me
But I´m not the one you want me to be

CH

3
I´ve to find my way
And struggle hard
For all of my dreams
Never looking back
To where I used to be
Just look at me now

Ch

4
Slowly growing up
But while the world is changin
I keep my feet on the ground
To try and forget it
It would take a lifetime
Tell me I´m alone now

Ch

WAR OF LIFE

1
So many dreams
Shattered down in pieces
And I can´t deny I wonder
Where did the trust go?

Ch
I lost it again
And trust me
I´ll loose it again
My selfesteem running low
I try to fight back the tears
Once I had it all
Now I´ve to see it fade away
Fly away with the wind
While I struggle so hard
To hold it back
This eternal war
This eternal fight
This war of life

Ch


2
So many broken promises
We´ve to deny time after time
Swallow the pain
And keep on walking

Ch

3
I struggle so hard
Wanna fight back the pain
But when I close my eyes
I see it in my dreams

Ch


4
Couldn´t deny it anymore
I tried to walk away
But it always came back
Stronger than ever before

Ch

5
Falling back
Though I am running away
The more I deny it
The stronger it gets

Ch

A very sarcistic song about humans yearning after perfection, but also learning from all your mistakes


PERFECT MISTAKE

1
Tell me what I´m looking for
And tell me honestly
you really think you can find it
Tell me when to hold on
Tell me when to let go

Ch
Can´t believe
I did it again
So quick to judge
So easy to forget
So easy to deny it all
I´m looking after some perfection
But still I don´t believe
In something called mistakes
Looking after the perfect mistake
Just one last perfect mistake
And I´ll become perfect too

2
Looking everywhere
Turning myself outside in
But please
Don´t look at me that way
I live and I learn
So leave me alone to learn

Ch

3
One day I know
This road will lead me away
And all the lies from yesterday
Will open my eyes
You´re afraid this is the end
I say it´s only the beginning

Ch

4
Looking back
Knowing there won´t be any regrets
All of my mistakes
Will eventually lead me
To a day when I´ll see
This mistake that will make me perfect

Ch

UNDERSTAND

1
Try to read my mind
And follow me down
To right where I belong
Maybe it would scare you
It might even kill you


CH
Try to understand me
Try to see it
From my point of wiew
Don´t close me out
You should give into me
And try to understand me
You´re scared to be weak
But only if you would understand
You had seen so many new things

2
Whenever you close your eyes
I wonder what you see
The ghost in your head
Will only grow bigger
You refuse to see

CH

3¨
Nothing stays the same
But you could make me
Feel easier and calmer
About it
I won´t be afraid

CH

4
You think you can
Deny it all
It´ll be forgotten
If only you close your eyes
But honesty will never be a friend of yours

CH

5
What you refuse to see now
Will come back to you
In the end
Like a nightmare
Follow you in your sleep


CH

FORGIVEN

1
The tidal wave
Can´t wash it away
The pain from the past
A high price to pay
So tell me when to stop
This struggle so hard
We´ve denied it for so long

CH
So tell me if I´m forgiven
I´ve struggled
And I´ve been fighting
To come this far
But I can´t do this
All alone
Maybe we should deny it
We should bury the lies
So tell me I´m forgiven

2
I know you´ve struggled too
I know you´ve been holding it down
Just like me
I can recognize the pain
It´s tearing you down
Makes you feel uncomfortable

Ch

3
Nothing against you
Our lies should be in the past
Someday we´ve to let it go
Tell me its nothing
I still say its everything
Takes a lifetime to forget
But only a while to forgive

CHx1

YOUR NAME IS DECEIT

1
Like echoes in my heart
Goes around in my mind
It used to be so easy
To walk away without regrets
But you´re too tempting
Even though I know
You mean nothing but trouble

CH
I´ll be left alone
Your name is deceit
I already know
What will happen next
I can read your heart
I can read your mind
Your name is deceit
But I need it now
I´ll be left alone
Since your name is deceit


2
So used to it now
Next time I turn around
I know you´ll be gone
And I´ll blame my weakness
When I´ll start to cry
And I´ll blame my foolish heart
When I take you back

CH

3
My time is counted
Under control
How to leave without regrets
I try to deny it
But deep inside of me
I know that this is
What I´ve been waiting for

CH

4
Your name is trecheary
And once again
You´re leaving without words
I thought I would be stronger
Thought I could handle this
But when you leave me here alone
I feel like breaking down

CH

BETTER SOONER THAN LATER

1
Maybe I´m impatient
I know it might sound crazy
But leave me alone
I need to find my time
I need to focus

CH
Better sooner than later
I am sorry
But I don´t wanna wait
All my life
I´ve been standing in line
Last in line all my life
I wish it could be my time
Better sooner than later
I can´t wait anylonger

2
My time has come
I might sound selfish
But I can´t stay here
I need to turn around
And find my own path

Ch

3
Tell me when
I´ll find my wings
And fly away
I wanna forget it all
I need to think about me

CH

4
Sometimes I wanna forget it all
Like fire it burns
Exploding inside
I´ve felt it for so long
I cant help it

Chx 1

ONLY IF I´M PERFECT

1
All the images I see
When I am looking out the window
All the faces I yearn to see
Passing outside
I wonder why they´re smiling
While I lay here alone
Wanna go deeper

CH
I can´t breathe
I can´t find the reasons
To go on from here
Only if I´m perfect
I deserve some more time
Only if I´m perfect
I´ll find love to call my own
I can´t understand
Why I´ll be left alone
I´m sorry but I don´t think
I deserve this

2
Pretend like I don´t miss it
Hurts less then
But tell me what to do
When reality becomes my nightmare
And the girl I used to be
Will turn to this woman
I am today (so broken and alone)


CH

3
So tired of it all
Darkness is a beautiful cover
When reality is so hard
In this life
So much hidden
Always looking after something else
Never satisfied

Ch

EMPTY FACE


1
Please say it again
When you look at me
What can you truly see?
Just the obvious things
Or will you go deeper?

Ch
It´s shining through
If you just looked closer
This empty face
Full of dark secrets
A painful past
Should be forgotten
A long time ago
This empty face
With a lot of hidden secrets
Never told never rewritten
Could this empty face
Ever be payed of?
Will this empty face
Ever be a loving face?

2
Wash it away
I beg about peace
Never forget it
Since it would be the biggest crime
You would ever make

Ch

3
This secret of mine
Too big to really hide
But in some way
Impossible to reveal
Can´t make it undone

Chx1

KEEP IT ALIVE

1
I can feel the ground
Beneath my feet
And I can see
The sun welcome a new day
But while I close my eyes
You can only hear
One prayer from my mouth

Ch
Let me always remember
Never let me forget
Keep it alive
I need something to hold on to
I need something to rely on
So keep it alive
We all need our dreams
We all need to escape
Once in a while
So keep it alive
Never let it die



2
Maybe I can´t fall
But I start to doubt
The false image
My false smile
Will soon fade out
And yóu´ll see the smile of the rose
Turn into nothing

CH

3
With nothing else
But my broken wings
I´ll leave without regrets
But I wish I came out stronger
I wish all my feelings
Could die today

Ch

WHEN DARKNESS CALLS

1
Standing in line
Ready for the first fall
Can´t escape
This first fall
Will also be the last

Ch
Hits me so hard
Can´t run away
Nothing stays the same
When darkness falls
And when it´s calling your name
You close your eyes
But you can´t deny it forever
It´s in the power of the night
When darkness calls
You´ve to follow it down

Ch
In the middle of the night
When it first hits you
You´re nothing but alone
And the phone is dead
All your friends seems so far away

Ch

3
First it seems like a whisper
You don´t wanna hear it
But slowly
It´ll turn into echoes
Impossible to run away

Ch

4
The deeper you go
The harder it´ll get
It´ll bring you
Closer to the end
This impossible fight

Ch

ANOTHER LIFE

1
Put me to sleep
So tired of it all
Keeps on repeating
I hear the same old song
Over and over again
I wanna break free
Wanna make it on my own

Ch
Sing me your lullaby
Put me to sleep
In my dreams
I´ll have another life
So let me fall aslepp
So I can forget it all
I wish I had another life
I wish I had a better life
I wish I could find
Shelter in the storm
Put me to sleep
So I could get another life

2
Let me escape
Let me run away
I wanna forget my past
I wanna believe
In a better future
Still so hard
So close my eyes again

Ch

3
I wonder what could be
I wonder what to feel
When everything seems unreal
I wish I could find something else
Turn it all around
Stop counting
And start all over again


Ch

4
Let´s break the rules
Just for once in my life
I wanna feel the freedom
Below my feet
I wanna take my first breath
I wanna rely on my invisible wings
To fly away to a better life

Ch

FIGHT

1
Still waiting
For the miracle to come
They tell me only patience
Will bring me closer
To my dreams
Still it seems
Like I cant move on


CH
This fight
Leads us to nowhere
And I don´t think
This could lead to something good
We´ve forgotten the beginning
And we keep on fighting
So I try to reach out for your hand
Asking for a new beginning
This fight will lead us to the end
But deep down
I know we can save it
So let´s end this fight now

2
What happened to us?
So much to overcome
If I followed the way
i know it could lead me back
And when darkness falls
I wanna follow the end
Until the world stops turning

Ch

3
Gone too far
Feels so scary
To open up my eyes
What if the truth
Will kill me inside
I´ll turn into nothing
Fade away again

Chx1

THIN LINE

1
What is wrong
What is right
Stop confusing me
My head is going crazy
Me head is exploding

Ch
Such a thin line
Standing between
Soon we´re crossing the line
It´s such a thin line
So tell me the limit
I don´t think we can
Know it for a fact
Don´t know if I should stay
Or if I should go
It´s a thin line between love and hate

2
All these doubts
Killing my certainity
If I should go back
Tell me what to find
Right or wrong I don´t know

Ch

3
Confusing minds
I wonder what´s going on
I don´t know
Between right and wrong
Between love and hate

Ch

4
Between black and white
Is a big difference
Between right and wrong
Only a fool would cross the line
Answers I can´t find on my own

Ch

PRINCE OF LIES (Denna skrev jag till min kompis Angel som träffade en idiot för länge sen hehe men ville trösta henne så då blev det denna sången0

1
Words sharper than a knife
Eyes full of rage
I don´t think you know
How much it kills her inside
Or maybe you do know
But loves the attention too much


Ch
Break her heart
Crash her to the ground
You´re the prince of lies
You play the game very well
And with a sweet smile
Making her unstabilized
You lie and pretend
You´ve got a heart
Colder than ice
You´re the prince of lies

2
We both know
You´re a big liar
So stop that game
Protect her from the pain
Maybe the truth will hurt too
But at least then she knows

Ch

3
If only you could see her tears
If only you could hear her talk
You had to understand
How much it kills her inside
I think you are a jerk
But she really loves you


Ch

4
Tell her the truth
Before it´s too late
Maybe it already is
And you destroyed her for life
She don´t deserve this
And you don´t deserve her

ch

5
Night and day
She´ll always wonder
What´s wrong with her
I can try and support her
But only you have the answers
And she needs them now

LOOK AT US NOW

1
Yes I hear what you say
And I know where you come from
Two broken souls
Will be stronger than one
They turned their heads away
And broke it all down
Again and again

Ch
But here we are
And we are still standing
Look at us now
Standing here stronger
Than ever before
They held us down
While we gasped after air
The air poisoned our minds
But look at us now
Two broken souls
Winning over the world

2
So far away from the world
Searching in vain
They pulled us down
And while we searched ourselves
They begun their long way
To their eternal misery
Such a big suprise

CH

3
Our revenge will make them
Fall to the ground
But we´ll never forgive them
Their past will hunt them down
But while they grow weaker
It made us pull through
Stronger than them

4
One step forward
We´ll never step back
History will never repeat
Life is unfair but not deadly
And in the long shot
Their loss will be bigger than ours
They were never prepared

Ch

DISSAPPEAR

1
So many tears wasted
So many years
I´ve been waiting for this
Forever and a day
But now I´m climbing up
And I´ll stand on top
And I´m sorry to say
I´m here to stay

Ch
I´ve reached my goal
And Im here to stay
You´ll never see me dissappear
I´ll always follow my way
And I´ll make sure
To always stay on top
I won´t dissappear
I´ve struggled so long
Now I am here
And I´ll never dissappear

2
The world is moving
Everything´s changing
Time passes so fast
And dreams passing us by
Without looking back
And if walking away
Would be a crime
Then put me into prison

Ch

3
One touch and one love
Keep it alive
Bring it closer
I dont know when
But I can´t stop
Can´t stay and can´t go
Confusing my minds
This awful lonely game

Chx1

OMG Magda, Riktigt bra fan!
Känner mig vääldigt B här asså , haha.
men om du vill kan jag oxå lägga in lite låtar jag skrivit

NOTHING LEFT OF ME ( inte många glada sånger jag har sorry)

1
So tired of this fight
So rired of the hidden dreams
I have to hide and let it go
i´ve to carry this stone
I´ve to carry this life
And I feel so paralyzed

CH
Wish I had the power to fight
The power to live
It was all a part of my dream
And a part of my life
There is nothing left of me
I try to fight the pain
I try to fight the tears
But I am lying here
Breathless and alone
Leave me here to die
There is nothing left of me

2
Freedom dies
When you come closer
You take your first breathe on me
And never leave me alone
So many dreams
To give up now

CH

3
Such al lonely fight
Going around in my head
The darkest nights
Won´t leave me alone
Can´t go but i can´t stay here


4
I fell too deep
I cried for too long
Now I can´t turn away
The lies have grown old
But my life still looks the same
Too late to change

CH

L0WISA wrote:

OMG Magda, Riktigt bra fan!
Känner mig vääldigt B här asså , haha.
men om du vill kan jag oxå lägga in lite låtar jag skrivit

ja jag kan fixa ett eget Lowisas sånger ämne om du vill. Och tack

UNTIL I LOST YOU (2 S, miss you everyday)

1
It used to be so easy
I took every day
Like it came
I didn´t really care
I never had any second thoughts
Lonliness never killed me before


Ch
Now every day
Has turned to my worst nightmare
And every night
Seems like a sleepless solitude
Never felt it before
Until I lost you
Then all nights turned black
And the sun flied away
I never had a reason to cry
Until I lost you
I never thought I could feel like this
Never hated lonliness
Until I lost you

2
Every day seems like a flower
And every breath we took
Seemed to brand new
Used to think we had it all
And I used to think
We always would be unbreakable

Ch

3
Trouble seemed so far away
and nothing seemed like a lie
Now these days seems like
A life time ago
And crazy days are here
To always stay

CH

4
Broken days and lonely nights
And nothing to call my own
I´ve got nothing to lose anymore
Once a loser
Always a loser
I´ll miss you until I die

Ch

WHISPER OF THE NIGHT

1
Late at night
But I can´t close my eyes
When I´ll close my eyes
I´ll wake up with a scream

CH
It´s holding me down
Until I can´t breathe
Like a sleepless child
I´ll wake up every hour
Deep inside I´m paralyzed
To hear the whisper of the night
Darkness calls
Darkness crawling closer each minute
It´s in the whisper of the night
The evil comes alive

2
The moment comes closer
To welcome a new day
But deep inside I wonder
When to stop this pretending

Ch

3
Once we open the eyes
We´ll become immortal
Impossible to say goodbye
To undying dreams

Ch

4
We don´t have to pretend
It´s really over
What was the news yesterday
Will be the truth of tomorrow

Ch

5
We can pretend
We can try to deny it
But in the end we know
We´ve to open the eyes

CH

I WANNA BURN

1
Like this eternal flame
Running through my body
Like the sand in my hand
It´ll be slipping away
Try to reach it again

CH
Something impossible to forget
Burning down to ashes
I wanna burn
Be impossible to reach
I wanna fade out
Before it all goes wrong
Like the shadow of your history
Someday it´ll all be gone
I wanna burn
This fire will never burn out

2
You better run away
Before I lay my eyes on you
Revenge and rage
Will be everything I see
Next time I see you

Ch

3
I wanna be dangerous for you
Like you´re poison for me
Like a razorblade
You tear my heart apart
Everytime you leave without regrets

Ch

4
Never take it for granted
I´ll soon be gone forever
Trust is fading away
Putting it all behind me
Close the door forever

Ch