Mina sånger

CALL ME A DREAMER

1
Such a lonely place
But it´s just a feeling
It won´t matter
More than a second or so
So let me hide here
To forget it all
Once and for all

Ch
Call me a dreamer
But I refuse to believe
This could be right
While I hear you talking
With words I can´t understand
Call me a dreamer
But hiding away
Is the only option for me
To forget the hurtful truth
So call me a dreamer
But just for a while
Let me forget the real world

2
Once in a while
I think we all need it
Time confuses us
And makes us lose it all
Things we should hold on to
But the deeper we go
The deeper the fall

Ch

3
You think you´ve seen it all
I´m afraid it has only begun
Put the button on repeat
Coz sooner or later
We´ll find out the truth
We can run
But we can´t hide

CH

AGAINST THE RULES

1
Right in front of me
I see it so clearly
But it cuts my heart
This impossible dreaming
This wishful thinking
No no shake it away
I need it to stop

Ch
Forever lost
I´m still searching
I know it´s against the rules
I know I´ve to let myself down
I always thought
I could walk this alone
But against the rules
And I know I can´t stay
You wouldn´t care
You´ve made up your mind
And it´s against the rules
To break the line

2
Make me forget
Please have mercy with me
Falling out of space
Falling out of line
I never heard your promise
But it doesn´t matter
It´s like an echo inside


Ch

3
With a last look
With another false smile
I tell you this again
It really doesn´t matter
And like a drama queen
I´ll hide the real me
This beautidul dreaming will never stop

Ch

Push me away

1
I hate to see
The troubled look in your eyes
I know what you feel like
You carry the world on your shoulders
And like nothing else matters
You say everything has changed
But I still wonder why
You won´t give me a chance
To prove myself to you

Ch
Standing here again
Still walking the same path
Walking in circles
And you push me away
Since it scares you so much
Don´t know what to say
Push me away
You make me feel
So confused and left out
I wonder what to feel
When you always
Push me away

2
So far away from me
Slowly crawling closer
Don´t confuse me again
I´ll remember my past
Like it all happened yesterday
So tell me how to move on
When history always repeat
I´ve walked on
I thought it was over


Ch

3
All this pretending
A broken promise
The games of your heart
I´ll never understand them
But sometimes I wonder
In the end would it matter?
Coz in the end I´ll always know
My past will always lead
To my own distruction

Ch

Förra sången och denna var till en kille jag träffade 2007 som var extremt speciell för mig.

LOVE DON´T WORK THAT WAY

1
Your uncertainity
Brings me back to hell
Slowly I let you
Come too close
But now I´m slipping away
Your uncertainity
Will only lead me to confusion

Ch
You said I was special
And you told me these shivers
Could lead to something else
Now you´re moving away
And I´m sorry but I can´t stay here
To listen to my own heart breaking
And I´m sorry but I can´t stay here
You´ve to make up your mind
And be sure what you say
Coz love don´t work this way

2
I´ll move on from here
I´ll close all my dreams
From now on
Nothing more
But at least thank you
For telling me
Before it would be too late

Ch

3
I´m sorry heart
I let you down
Once again I can feel you
Break into two
And I can´t believe
I fooled myself again
But at least I know

Ch

4
Never again
I´ll let love come to me
To die alone is my destiny
This time I know
And love will never hurt me again
Follow your way and I´ll follow mine
It hurts to drift apart

Ch

Fast han var väldigt komplicerad med och vi bråkade mycket och detta var efter en av dessa bråk

Fading star

1
In this lonely hour
I am sorry to say
I lost myself again
A crazy life
I can´t escape from
A past I wish I could forget
Just let it go
And never let it show

CH
I wish you were here
When I see this falling star
Fading away like a memory
Wishing you were here
To give me power again
Sometimes I need someone
Who believes in me
Once in a while
When I see this fading star
I wish I could rewrite my past
And make you my future

2
Make a wish
To this falling star
And in my loneliness
All that I want
Is to call you back
I won´t cry these lonely tears nomore
So tell me how to survive
Without you

CH
3
In the beginning
You swore nothing could break us
But as time passed by
Soon you became colder than ice
We turned to these losers
Growing apart with time
You thought you were stronger
I knew the truth all along

Ch

COULDN´T HOLD ON TO MY DREAMS (I would dedicate this to all the peeps who always tries hard everyday to make their life work out. )

1
Once again
I can see it all fade away
Used to be stronger
Now you make me weaker

CH
Maybe I failed you
But most of all
I failed myself
I couldn´t hold on to my dreams
I wish I was stronger
I wish you could come back
And kill my pride
I couldn´t hold on to my dreams
Can´t forget my past
Can´t hold on to my future
Wish it was easier
To read your signs
And I couldn´t hold on to my dreams
I´ve to fail myself again

2
Between right and wrong
Between black and white
I lost the steady myself
All my dreams will fade

Ch

3
An easier way
I couldn´t hold on to
All these stupid dreams
It´ll all be fading away

Ch

4
All my dreams
I wonder where they´ll lead me
May it be far away from you
I wanna forget you soon

Ch



5
It should lead
To a different morning
A morning smile
A day with new hopes

Ch

6
In another point of view
Secrets always hidden
Dreams made of broken promises
I was too weak for myself

Ch

I AM OK

1
I´ll close my eyes
Dream my own dreams
You´ve tried to push it away
Way too many times
I´ve tried to deny it
And reopened it again

CH
You have pushed me
Closer to the edge
And you´ve fought so long
For me to cross the borderline
But I am ok
I´m stronger than that
But I promise you
Once I am ready
I´ll close the door for good

2
I´m well prepared
For the worst
And I won´t close my eyes
Just because it suits you
Is it ok for you?
If you don´t mind me asking
Sorry I forgot I don´t care

CH

3
This lock inside my head
I´m not in the mood for this
Don´t call me again
Until you´re ready to correct your mistake
And admit you´re wrong
Maybe its already too late
And my heart will stay broken

Chx1

Sen gick det som det gick igen....

Last breath of summer
1
I can still remember
Can still hear it inside
All our broken dreams
I can hear the promises
Of a better tomorrow
I can still remember the beginning
Don´t remind me of the end


Ch
I hear it like a whisper
The last breath of summer
I can still remember
Everything we said
And everything we shared
I can still see
The smile you gave me
Promises to always come back
The summer 2007
And please don´t wake me up
And tell me
The last breath of summer
Has tore us apart
And you´ll never come back

2
Far away from perfect
But still needed it
You told me to always be strong
And you told me
Never to look back
And that all my mistakes
Are teachers for the future

Ch

3
So tell me how to be strong without you
Tell me how to survive
Without your friendly advices
I don´t wanna see the new way
Away from you
Here comes the darkness again
And I´ve to live without you

Ch

SEEMS LIKE A DREAM

1
So many times
My life has turned around
And so many dreams
I´ve to forget now
It seems so unreal
And I don´t think
I´ll wake up tomorrow

CH
It seems so unreal
It seems like a dream
They tell me that time will heal
But I still can´t believe
I´ve to live without you
We seemed so real
And we fought so hard
To get a new future
It seems like a dream
Can´t belive it´s true

2
Now I´ve to start all over
The fight was almost finished
So close to the victory
Now it´s just a bittersweet memory
And it seems so far away
To the better days
When I begun breathing

Ch

3
Dreams making me smile
Reality brings me back
Closer to the end
I hear your call of regret
Too late I´ll hold you close
Where I can´t let you go

Ch

4
Meeting you
Seems so unreal
Maybe it was just a memory
And now reality calls me back
Maybe it was in my imagination
And now you´re fading away
To always make me stronger

Ch

En till till den killen..

KILLING LIFE

1
Hard times
And I´ve tried so hard
To forget the past
But in my darkest moments
And my worst nightmares
It´s all coming back
Closer than ever before

CH
Too many doors
I´ve closed behind me
This killing life
Always brings me back
To my own reality
This killing life
That hides me in the dark
I´ll never get what I deserve
This killing life
That always hides my dreams

2
They say that in the bottom
You can´t fall more
But I always fall more
And deeper everyday
My reality comes back
To hit me hard in the face

Ch

3
It´s confusing me
And makes me
Spin around
Feels like I am paralyzed
And like I move in circles
I don´t know what´s true
Or if you keep the lies hidden

CH

4
Sometimes I go back
Though I wanna move forward
But I don´t even know
If I really wanna know
What future really hides
It keeps on burning me
And makes me lose control

Ch

THIS IS NOTHING

1
I think I can survive
In the games of life
I always won
Empty spaces
All around me

Ch
It´s me against the world
Me against everyone else
Should turn my way around ¨
Give it a second chance
Move it all around
But this is nothing
Life is so full of suprises
You think you can destroy it all
but this is nothing
Of what it used to be

2
I´ll move away from here
This beautiful pretending
Has become my best friend
An eternal friend
I´ve known it a while

Ch
3
A broken life
Will be my future
And everything changes
Time flies away
And I become insecure

Ch+1

De flesta är från 2008 här nu då

QUESTIONS FROM YESTERDAY

1
A new days beginning
Still I haven´t seen
I´ve wondered for so long
But still it´s hidden
Somewhere in the dark

Ch
Where did it go?
Why did it fade away?
I hate the way my own weakness
Killed me again
And all of these doubts
Filling my head with regrets
And all these questions from yesterday
Keeps coming back
I wish I could go back
So I could find all the answers
From all these questions from yesterday

2
The answers lies within
Your eyes so deep
I keep on walking in cirles
I keep on wondering
These questions swallows me complete

Ch

3
Yesterday brings me down
I feel so weak
Sorry I can´t go back
I can´t be stronger
Too late to change history


Ch

4
My dreams will never fade
i can´t move on from here
Tomorrow is another day
Still I can´t forget yesterday
It all ended

Ch

5
Before I know it
Sun will fade out
Days comes and goes
Still it looks the same
The reply button will never change

ch

Junk food

1
Eat it
You know you want it
Taste it
You know you´ll throw it up
So hard so exciting
To taste the evil

Ch
And soon you´ll see
It´ll be an addiction
And just like drugs
It´ll bring you down
It tastes like junkfood
Tastes so good but will bring you down
So taste it once again
And then you can tell me
It means nothing to you
It tastes like junk food
Taste so good for now
But will bring me so much pain
In the end

2
Sounds like a good plan
For a second or so
But when you close the door
I slowly understand
I gave it all up
For no reason at all


Ch

3
I lost a second
But feels like a lifetime
I thought I was in control
But I am turning weaker
For every second
I thought it was clear

CH

4
I don´t want you to be
Everything I want
You got me weaker
Don´t wanna lose it again
Always thought I would be stronger
But you made me forget it all

Ch

WE ARE NOTHING

1
Looking inside your eyes
And I can see
Nothing but emptiness
Fooling around
And I can´t stop it
Even though I know

Ch
We are nothing but a game
Impossible to win
I though I´d learned
Looking back in history
We are nothing but fools
Fighting for something dead
Thought it would make a differnce
But we are nothing but a dream
Climbing up falling down
Thought I could save it
But we are nothing but history

2
Keeps on burning
Keeps on hurting
Growing older
Should make me wiser
So please tell me why
I´m still walking this way

Ch

3
Still holding on
To this impossible dream
Let´s go from where we are
Keep on forgetting it
Still it brings us closer
Than I ever thought we could be

Ch

Catch the moon



1

Impossible ways
Seems to open up again
I never seem to learn
This bittersweet lesson
Will keep on repeating



Ch

I´ll close my eyes again
And reach for the stars
Higher and higher for everyday
I´ll never stop flying
I´ll never stop dreaming
Someday i´ll catch the moon
And i´ll never stop to believe
Heaven´s within reach
I´ll never stop believing
Someday I´ll catch the moon



2

Yesterday is out of reach
Tomorrow is still unwritten
So let me forget all the pain
At least let me pretend
And maybe maybe I´ll be ok

Ch



3

I wanna find my own destiny
I wanna have something
To call my own
I´ve been fighting all my life
Now I wanna fall asleep

Ch

4

I wanna be yours
I wanna kiss your broken lips
I want to find new dreams
I don't wanna wake up again
To find impossible dreams



Ch

EVERYBODY LEAVES WITH TIME

1
Feel so alone again
I´ve tried so hard
To deny it again
But in every single breath
It always comes back to me



CH

I try to hold on so tight
But the harder I squeeze it
The harder I push it away
And time is my enemy
Nobody to talk to but myself
Nobody to hug but my pillow
Everybody leaves with time
I try so hard to stop them
But it´s nobody's fault but mine
But soon they´ll forget about me
And as time goes on
I will be nothing but a memory


2

No matter how hard I try
I cant make them stay
Can someone tell me
what I do wrong?
I do it all for them

Ch

3

I never seem to please them
I am just another game
In their perfect life
I am still hoping for the chance
I deep inside think I deserve



Ch

Ytterligare en sång till de två jag förlorat som jag älskat...

Half the victory

1
Yet another pretending
What a perfect act
I´m still so empty
Looking after ways
To hide it so deep
'And to lie for everyone else
To protect my heart

CH
But every breath will be yours
Every smile will be yours
You tried so hard making me happy
>Everytime I win
I´ll dedicate it for you
You´ll still be there in my smile
You´ll be there in every tear I cry
I´ve never cried this much
Like when I lost you
You´ll be there in my dreams
All the dreams you left me to fulfill
You´ll be there in my pride
You´ll be there in my hope
You´ll be there in my dreams
You´ll always walk beside me
You will be there in my hope
You will be in my future

2
You gave me memories
I know I´ll never forget
And as I know I´ve to move on
Pretend I´m ok everyday
But the smile you always gave me
Will now never be complete
You were never meant for me

Ch

3
You´ll be there in my thoughts
I´ll hide your oictures in my heart
Until we meet again
You´ll be there in my memory
I´ll think about you everyday
You´ll be there in my love
I´ll love you until I die

Ch

Travel in time

1
I wanna take a look back to yesterday
Felt so much stronger then
I wonder where the people are
Who I once talked with
So many friends I lost contact with
And I am the loser
All of the time

CH
I want a travel in time
I wanna see what I left behind
The dreams I had to let go
I should travel back in time
Correct all my mistakes
And so much misery
I could wave goodbye to
I wish I could wash it away
All the tears from yesterday
I would like to travel in time
To find my own sun

2
I wanna fall back to yesterday
There´s safety in knowing
What will happen
I must remember
And I´ll hold on
What used to be
It felt so real

3
Yesterday it felt so real
Now i know it was a dream
And now you´ll walk away
Leaving me so confused
I miss yesterday
So let me go back there ¨
And I think I´ll stay there forevr

Ch

I MUST LIE

1
I know it´s a crime
But the best protection
Little lies won´t hurt
I must stay here
My heart is fragile

CH
But no matter how hard I try
The truth is always faster than me
And I must lie again
And I need to find time
To build up the strength
I lost long ago
I must lie for the world
I must be stronger than I really am

2
Everyday this shield of mine
Is ready to fall apart
I close my heart once again
Trust me it´s better this way
Dont wanna cry again

Ch

3
While I call your name
The night will kill your answer
And all of the lies
Will break the echo
We´re nothing anymore

Ch

4
And my lonely call
Will be nothing but a whisper
And the guilty feelings of being too late
Will never leave me now
I´m sorry I miss you so much

CH

HOW TO BREATHE
1
I feel so confused
Running out of time
In this circle of hate
I´m running further away
Still there´s no escape


CH
So show me how to breathe
I wanna feel alright
Show me how to live
I wanna turn my life around
Feel alive again
Show me how to live
Show me how to breathe

2
Every night´s a nightmare
To remember will lead me away
From the right way
If yesterday was a lie
What will tomorrow bring?

CH

3
Moving in circles
But now I wonder
What the hell the point was
Loving is painful
Losing is my game

Ch

4
I lost you out of my eyesight
Now I regret letting you go
I could never imagine
I would lose you this way
Now you´ll never come back

CH

DARKNESS

1
I´m walking in the rain
Remembering how it used to be
Recalling the good times
Now it seems so far away
Days when the sun belonged to me
Now I can hear the raindrops
On my roof

Ch
Walking back to misery
That’s where I feel safe
Walking back to the darkness
That’s the only thing I know
I wanted a new beginning
But now I know
I only fooled myself
I used to have a dream
But in the end it became
My worst nightmare
Now I am walking back to darkness
That’s the only thing I know

2
Maybe I was a fool for believing
Or searching for new dreams
And for a second or so
You closed my eyes
Now when my eyes are open
I feel so alone
You made me believe in something new

CH

3
Every step I will take
There you’ll see me
I´ll be walking with regrets
Every day will be night now
It seems so empty now
I can’t help but to recall
All your promises to me

CH

YOUR LAST GIFT

1
When I look back
I still can´t see the meaninng
Of this bitter end
Still I can feel your love everywhere
And I hope this bitter end
Still could lead to something new

CH
I know youre looking down on me
Your love shines through
Whenever I see him
This lonely dark road
Seems to get lighter now
But will your last gift
Lead to more hurt and confusion
I know I can´t let it go
I always wanna keep this last touch from you
So let your last gift to me always stay

2
Everything is so complicated
Don´t think I´ll understand it all
The answers lived inside your dying heart
But maybe you´ve seen all my tears
So will you heal me now
Slowly getting there

Ch

3
I´ll lose the grip of your hand
You will be there like an eternal shadow
And I pray you´ll continue
To always protect me from the dark
I´ll never leave you behind
But now I need to go on

Ch

REASON TO BELIEVE (ALL ALONE IN THE WORLD)

1
When I look back
To yesterday
Or even one week back
I get scared seeing the truth
Nothing but darkness
Calls my name
And if I open my eyes
The truth will hit me so hard

Ch
I´m all alone in the world
Coz what I hide inside
Would scare anyone away
I neeed a reason to believe
I need something to hold on to
I´m all alone in this world
There is a limit for anyone
Stop there please
I´m all alone in this world
I don´t have a reason to believe
It could change now

2
I look back to nothing
Emptiness has become my second name
So used to feel nothing
So used to feel numb
Now I don´t know how to break the cycle
Or find another smile
I wonder if a broken tomorrow
Could lead to another falling dream

Ch

3
If I stay here for a while
Maybe I´ll soon forget it
But I really don´t want to
The pain will always remind me
That I´m still alive
But if I forget how to breathe
Give me a kiss back to life
Deep down I need something to hold on to

CH

CORNER OF MY EYE

1
Deep inside my heart
You´ve to go under the surface
So give it some time
But I don´t think
You´ll ever read my mind

CH
I can hear your heart beating
And in the corner of my eye
I can see all of the tears
That you´ve been crying
I´ve read your whole story
Inside and out
In the corner of my eye
I can see everything you´ve left behind
And in the corner of my life
I see flashes of my life

2
Sometimes I wish I could close my eyes
To never wake up again
I wonder what went wrong
Or what I could do different
So let me pretend for a while

Ch

3
And when I wake up tomorrow
yesterday will be
Just a memory
And just like a shadow
I´ll forget it all

Ch

4
Maybe I was just dreamin
I wanted something too much
I dreamt you into my life
Maybe I just imagined it
ANd you were just there to make me see

CH

AWAKE

1
Every late night
I don´t wanna see the time
Still my bed seems so empty
And all the laughs from yesterday
Got killed by the truth

CH
From the dusk to dawn
I can´t close my eyes
Every night reminds me of you
Now I can´t relax
Hearing promises of yesterday
Can´t sleep I am wide awake
Tell me it´s just another nightmare
I am awake
Can´t sleep without you

2
My dreams will wake me up
Your last dreams will haunt me
I´ll never understand them
You win, I am the loser
I can´t keep you close to me

CH

3
So many nightmares now
Haunted and lonely
Wishing I could understand you better
But I guess it´s all too late
And it´ll always be a mistery

CH

4
I can´t open that door
I can´t close my eyes
It must be a nightmare
Must be the biggest lie
I´ll never wake up again

CH

HANDLE THE TRUTH



1

I know a secret
That spins my world around
Changing my view completely
So many old dreams
Coming back to me
I wonder why now?
when I slowly begun to
Feel like myself again

Ch

Like a wounded animal
I needed to heal my wounds
But now I know
I believed in lies
So tell me how to handle the truth
Sometimes I think it´s too much
Sometimes I think my heart will explode
I don't know how to handle the truth
Feels like I am exploding
So tell me how to handle the truth

2
Be careful what you wish for
Sometimes dreams can turn to nightmares
And when you realize the truth
You feel so betrayed
What happened to forever?
And why did you leave like this?
It´s not easy to step behind
And see it all from the outside

Ch

3
Deep inside this is what I want
But I will do whatever it takes
Hide it deep within
To protect my broken heart
You think you know it all
You think it´s so obvious
But I will never tell you my pain
I guess I am pretty complicated


CH

Before the rain



1

Just let me stay here

Here is my shelter

Outside it´s stormy

Outside is another dark night

I am not leaving

I am not staying

I don't know where I am going

But I know I can´t stay here



Ch

I need to get out of here

I need to find another shelter

Before the rain comes

I wanna find control again

I wanna find my dreams

I don't want the bad weather

To destroy my mood

So before the rain comes

I wanna cheer up



2

The better day has to come

Open up a new way

Who said it would be simple?

So many dreams in my past

I had to leave them all behind

Doubts in my heart

They´re like fog in my mind



CH



3

I´ll take one step back

But two steps forward

I´ll do whatever it takes

To stay in the game

But I can´t help it

I am impatient

I want everything to happen now

Tomorrow can be too late



CH

Does it matter?

1
For all of the times
You made me see
My new dream
It´ll take a lifetime
To forget it all

CH
But sometimes I wonder
If there´s really a point
I don´t wanna remember
Was it all a lie?
ANd does it really matter now
When it´s really too late
So why do you keep on holding me back?
Chained in this locker
Where I can´t move
I am suffocatin in here
So reliese me please
I need to go on now
It doesn´t matter anymore

2
Looking behind me
I can see the ghost of yesterday
ANd in the night of the devil
Your face will haunt me down
I think it´s too late now

Ch

3
It´s so dangerous for my mind
I think I lost my heart to you
Now I am all alone again
I can reconsider it all
I don´t think it would be easy

Ch

4
You´ll always belong to my past
But I really doubt
You´ll belong to my future
The world doesn´t seem to know
What´s fair and what is not

CH

2 EVERY JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE OUT THERE XD

YOU NEVER KNOW

1
Another second place
I´m yearning after the gold
I lost my right to stay fair
I´m standing on a thin line
I could fall easily
And I doubt you would
Save me and take my hand

CH
Consider it again
Before you open your mouth
Worlds can crush down
Single words can be like a bullet
Even if you won´t show it
Hearts can bleed from inside
And you never know
What someone else feels
Be careful what you say
Be careful what you do
You never know
And maybe they´ll never tell
Until it´s too late

2
I don´t wanna be like you
Letting my bad confidence
Be an excuse
To put someone else down
I wanna fill my heart with butterflies
And my life with different kinds
I know my life will be rich
Never closing anyone out

CH

3
If you could read my heart
That would be emberassing
I don´t search your pity
Do you really think you´re so perfect
Tell me how else could you look down
Of people you never met before
What´s your story
I beg you to tell me

Ch

better than what he put up with now

Open your eyes

1
I can see it so clearly
I wanna pull your heart away
From danger and pain
I understand it scares you
Maybe you don´t wanna see the truth
Your heart is so numb now
You are too blind to see
I´m sorry but you are out in the dark

Ch
You think you´re stronger than him
And I know where you come from
But I don´t believe in miracles
When it comes to him
Open your eyes honey
Tell him your limit
Open your eyes please
You´re worth better than this

2
I know you try to hide it
But deep inside it´s killing you
You hide it so well
But your eyes shines through
Your lies will eat you up
I know I can´t tell you what to do
But I know you´re so like me
We hide it in our hearts

CH

3
But sooner or later
You can´t escape from the truth
And I hate to tell you
Some people will never change
And if you don´t respect yourself
You can´t demand respect from others
He knows he is in control
And he can never let it go


CH

4
Even if you tried
He would put you down
Again and again
Rape you, cut you and kill you
Such a control freak
So tired of you defending it
Your eyes are filled with clouds
Sorry but he is not worth more time

Ch

one is dedicated to everyone who just MUST bully other people and tell others hurtful words just to forget that their own life is not perfect. Ths one is to tell them to stop being so patetic and grow up. Just because you don´t have a perfect life you shouldn´t get other people down. Words can kill even if we don´t show how much it hurts..

Feelings better hidden

1
Once again your words
Covers my light way
Don´t you know it´s killing me?
And who told me you could judge me
Kill me with your words
When you don´t know me at all

CH
I better hide my feelings
I still have my pride
You think you can bring me down
But I´ve heard your evil words before
And I know I got a better heart
And it matters more to me
All the evil words from my past
Used to haunt me down
You think I care what you say
Someone who doesn´t know me at all
Ok I confess deep inside
It hurts me more than you know
But I still got my pride
My bitter feelings better hidden

2
I fight so hard everyday
To escape from the evil of my past
So tell me who you think you are
You may be prettier than me
But when you open your mouth
You turn so ugly nobody wants to see you


CH

3
My heart is stronger than yours
Coz if something disturbed your perfect world
Your heart would stay broken forever
I just think you are childish and pathetic
If I was a little bit weaker
You could kill me easily
But honestly I see your fake world shine through.

ch

My heart is like a bomb

1
Feels like I am exploding
When I go inside myself
Don´t know how many times
I´ve gone through it in my mind
Still I can´t escape
The answers will remain the same
While the questions will change forever

CH
Feels like a ticking bomb
And in the next minute
I´ll let it come too close
My heart is like a bomb
My mind is exploding any minute
I´m waiting for my own destruction
And I fear the loneliness
When I wake up
It´ll all be gone
My heart is like a bomb
Will explode anytime

2
When everything´s lost
It feels more comfortable
And maybe it´s strange
But why go back in time
I know what happened yesterday
So let me lean forward

Ch

3
Never knew my life
Would look like this
My dreams follow me
While I´ve to let them go
I see them in my nightmare
While I wave goodbye
Never to let it go

Ch

This is a sentimal song remembering all the people from my past I nolonger talk to.

Losing you

1
We were united before
I thought it could last
We shared our dreams
Telling eachother secrets
About the world
Nobody else knew


Ch
So tired of losing
I stayed because of you
Now I am losing you
Our worlds are falling apart¨
I´m done with the begging
Maybe it´s a good thing
Being all alone
Maybe I can grow up now
I know I am losing you
Don´t want it to be the end
I wish we were in the beginning

2
It´s like you lost your memory
Like I never was special at all
Like you forgot your promises
Throwing away all your promises
Feels like i am losing me
Though I am losing you

CH

3
Life is so complicated
Seldom gets what we want
We always aim for the sky
But always stays on the ground
Now when I lost control
It´s too late going back

ch x1

Haunted

1
Both in dreams
And in real life
Follows me everywhere
I can´t escape
I try so hard everyday
To find a new way

CH
I am haunted in my dreams
I can´t fall asleep
Nightmares follows me everywhere
I´m haunted by life
The sacred room I search so hard
I feel like the third person
Outside my own body
Trying so hard to find myself
Once again I am haunted
Let me find some peace

2
I wanna take a rest in heaven
But the hell will be my follower
I can´t eat I can´t sleep
I´m haunted there
I wanna follow another destiny
But this is my path to the end of time

Ch

3
I used to feel strong
Now I am left with wonder
When did I lose it all?
If these questions stay in my heart
Will I ever be able to let it go?
I refuse to give you my last breath

Ch

4
I used to have a life
I used to have a dream
Now my life has turned around
Never take anything for granted
It´ll come eating you alive
Won´t have mercy with anyone

CH

A song about me

1
I would like to be someone else
Just for a single day
I think it could be fun
To see what I really am
I try to be the best I can
But I can´t be perfect

CH
So write a song about me
I hope only nice things
Comes up in your mind
Write a song about me
I wanna know who I am
Don´t know who you are
Don´t even know myself
I hope you can tell me

2
I can´t see the real me
Even if I look into the mirror
I wish i could be prettier
But I also know
I would never lose my heart
It´s easier to lose a perfect face

CH

3
Sometimes I lose control
I wanna stay cool
Honesty is so important
But evil honest
Could never be cool
What goes around comes around

CHx1

REMIND ME

1
There are times in my life I forget
There are times in my life
Fog covers my thoughts
Sometimes it´s easier
To just close the eyes
Sometimes dreams can seem so unreal

Ch
Pick me up if I fall
I don´t beg for much
I know you´re not rich
But please remind me sometimes
It´s worth fighting for
Whenever I lose my way
When my dreams are falling apart
Remind me it´s worth it
Somewhere in the end
Remind me there is a price
For those who never gives up

2
This road is not straight forward
But I know the bitter feelings of losing
It can´t be the eternal way
Sooner or later
Another broken dream
Will show up

Ch

3
We can´t rule our hearts
But I need a step back
So many complicated dreams
I tried to walk away from
I wanna forget it for a while
I don´t need this life

CH

4
Going back to the start
Back then I found the answeres
Without any problems
Life was just like it should be
Answers were so easy to find
Help me find back

CH

DOUBTS OF HEART

1
Taking one step back
watching it from a distance
I wanna take a deep breath
Forget all the mistakes
Give me a break

Ch
I don´t know what to choose
Standing in line
Between lies and trust
All these doubts of heart
Stopping me again
I take one step forward
And start to doubt myself again
Pushed back to the shadows
These doubts of hearts
Makes me wanna find myself
So make them dissappears
All these doubts stopping me

2
I´ve tried for so long
To find myself
I´ve gone back to the beginning
I´ve travelled back in time
Done everything I could

CH

3
I don´t wanna stay
Pushed to the side
Victory oh so sweet
Forever so far away
Isn´t it painful to see?

CH

4
First it seems so obvious
Then it comes back to me
In the darkest moments
When real life comes crawling
Close my eyes again

Ch

OPEN EYES

1
The world opens up
With a different kind of view
Everything seems so new
Everything I believed in
Dreams from yesterday
Will be memories of tomorrow
My life needs a change

Ch
I wanna open my eyes
I closed it all out
But yesterday is all a memory
Now my eyes are open
I was out in the cold
But now my mind is open
I feel so much stronger now
I held on too tight in the past
But sooner or later
The fragile butterfly will fly away

2
Life is so boring
Counting every step
To know what will happen next
Might be tempting for a while
But when every second is certain
Excitment will never come
Suprises will never come

Ch

3
Sooner or later
Yesterday will be a memory
And my dreams won´t die
It´s my biggest intention
To always stay like this
Make me fly away
And I´ll become invisible

Ch x1

De flesta skrev jag förra året hehe

COLOUR OF THE RAIN

1
Guess I lost again
I lost my strength to you
I lost my weakness to you
Now I lost the happy days
Summer seems dead
Before it even begun


CH
I can see the colour of the rain
I can see the sunny days fade away
I lost the control again
Tell me how to end it all
Tell me the colour of the rain
Like all my eternal tears
I am watching the colour of the rain
The sun will never belong to me

2
I used to be so strong
Now my world is so small
Used to know where to belong
A safer way than this
My dreams were so strong
In a breathe they´re fading away

Ch

3
I loved every moment
Now I wanna go back to sleep
Dreaming away again
Like the nightmare never came
No I don´t think its fair
Why can´t I win for once?

Chx1

THE ONLY GAME I CAN´T WIN

1
Such a perfect life
Why should I want to interrupt?
I am not the selfish type
And I would lose it all again
So I wouldn´t even try
I am nothing for you
And wouldn´t even try

Ch
You´re everything I want
Still I deny it time after time
I could never make you mine
So wonderful so unreachable
You make me smile you make me cry
I know I shouldn´t even begun
You´re the only game I can´t win
She is beautiful I know
I am nothing against her
I could give you my eternal love
But love is the only game I can´t win

2
I could give it all up
I wanna live a new life
And you could be my hero
To save me from the dark
And save me from the past
I might as well talk to a dead
Might as well try to make a blind see

Ch

3
All the time I am fighting for you
But who am I
To believe it´s my right?
You still turn away
Like nothing ever happened
I´m left alone here
Once again

CH

4
I can never give you enough
You got her beauty
And if you think that´s enough
You´ll never see my invisible tears
I don´t wanna make you feel guilty
Still I love you forever more
I´ll keep my heart broken for you

Magdalena Strömberg 090312-14

Do nothing

1
I try so hard for you
To always stay strong
I know you too well
If you saw my inner heart
I dont want your pity
Nobodys fault but mine
I fell so deep

Ch
You can´t do anything
Just give me time alone
Time to heal my heart
Do nothing
Just leave me broken
Your words will break me more
I need to break on my own
I need to find another heart
So please do nothing
One day I will raise up again
Do nothing
Don´t open your mouth
I´ll learn how to smile on my own

2
Guess it´s how love goes
Guess it´s how life goes
Sometimes you fall out of line
But don´t beg me to stay strong
I´m just a human
Won´t beg you to stay
You can´t force love

Ch

3
I loved you so much
I can´t deny that
I thought we were so good
But if I´d been stronger
Should´ve seen the obvious
I loved you more than you loved me

Ch

CONFESSIONS

1
So many secrets
Broken lies from the past
So much I could tell you
But not sure if I should
Sometimes life seems like a fairytale
Sometimes it´s like an eternal nightmare
I am not sure what to think
I am not sure what to believe

Ch
So here comes my begging
My secret confession
So many temptations
So much to yearn after
I´ve always wanted more
But I can´t call myself greedy
I´ve always had some dreams
Than I should have
I´ve tried to talk to my senses
But still no answers
Here is my confession
Can stand it anymore

2
My mind has been in the sky
All I´ve ever heard are lies
Broken promises echoes inside
You can´t heal a broken heart
Sometimes not even love could
This complicated way of mine
Will lead to unanswered questions
And impossible cases

cH

3
Old dreams coming back to my heart
Memories from before
Will always remind me of the past
The broken way I lived before
Nightmares comes to haunt me
Maybe it wasn´t right
But slowly I am growing up

Ch

GAMES I ALWAYS LOSE

1
I try to speak to my heart
My foolish heart
I thought it could be different
Thought my heart was thicker
I thought with time
I would learn so slowly
How to play this game

CH
But in the game of life
In the game of love
I´m always the biggest loser
Still I´m playing it gladly
Again and again
It´s like I love to play with fire
Getting burned everyday
It´s a game I always lose
But I fall in love all over again

2
The fire keeps on burning
And I still stand
On the highest roof
I´ll fly down without wings
I can´t play it safe
I´ll cut my heart
Into thousands pieces again

Ch

3
I can´t help but wonder
What is it about love
That turns us to fools?
And makes us forget
The way we used to be
And our strength from before
I´ll throw myself in the fire again

Ch

I DREAM OF NOTHING

1
Have you ever felt like
The world will never smile
To you again
And whatever you try to do
It´s never gonna be enough
Slowly I´m waking up
To the real world

CH
Take it all away
So you think you won in the end?
But I stopped dreaming
A long long time ago
I dream of nothing
It´s better that way
I dream of nothing
Better save my heart

2
Nightmares haunts me
Denying it all again
Forever used to be my dream
But now I know
Nothing lasts a lifetime
Reality keeps me grounded
It hurts but I won´t stay weak

Ch

3
All empty in my head
My heart is black
Deep deep inside
I felt betrayed
Now I just feel numb
Without feelings
I feel dead

Ch

4
To dream is to lose yourself
Never want to fall back again
Weakness broke my heart
Loneliness broke my pride
I used to be weaker
Now tears are never to be shown
And reality here to stay

CH

Ok dags för några jag gjort detta året då hehe

WAITING IN LINE

1
I know every dream I dream
But every dark night
And every lonely day
It seems so far away
So impossible to reach
I´ll dream of nothing
And everything I once believed in
Has turned to dust

CH
So tired of waiting in line
So tired of being last in line
What if maybe it could be me
To find a dream coming true
But once again my friends tells me
They have found love
Or another dream coming true
I smile and try being happy
But I am still waiting here
Last in line
Why can´t it never be me?

2
Don´t I deserve it too?
Instead I can see it slipping away ¨
So tired of the fighting
So tired to always change
But in the end it doesnt really matter
I lost the fight I lost the war
I lost all the dreams I once had
Loyalty is for the losers

CH

3
I´ll stay awake
All night through
I won´t close my eyes
To dream another nightmare
My heart feels so old
I´m always reading the same page
Same old story
Give me my history back

Ch and out

FALL ASLEEP

1
Another sleepless night
It´s dark everywhere
Looking for a lamp
Looking for a torch
So afraid to fall asleep
The nightmares will haunt me

Ch
It´s like an eternal curse
Feels like a broken heart
I wish I could fall asleep
To just forget it all
The troubles in my mind
Feels like it will swallow me whole
And there´s no way out
Wish I could fall asleep
To dream it all away
In a perfect dream
I could fall asleep
Never to wake up again

2
Could seem to be
The most simple thing
But its taking it´s toll on me
And my eyes are wide awake
Even though it is
Like 3 in the morning


Ch

3
Turning and tossing
Soon I´ll fall out of my bed
I know the floor will be so cold
Just like the darkness around me
Let me fall asleep
Going crazy in here

CH

4
The day will become night
And nights will turn to days
I lost the track of time
I can see the start of a new day
I will sleep it away
To forget it all behind me

CH

ALONE TOGETHER

1
I could see the end
Even before the beginning
It has been inevitable
Don’t know if you felt it too
But this was the only way

Ch
I have been waiting for this moment
And now we’re finally here
Alone together
Now we just can’t lose it
It was written in the stars
Even before we said hello
Now we are alone together
I can feel the stars fill the room
When we are alone together
Don’t need anybody but you

2
Even silence seems peaceful
It seems more than enough
To just feel your prescience
We are alone now still together
The only people in the world

Ch

3
I know it could just be right
I don’t need to look around
This is so perfect
I can hear your heart listen to mine
Let them always beat together

Ch

4
So hard to know
What will happen next?
But I can feel it so strong
Stronger than ever before
You and I belong together

Ch
Always alone together

PICTURES FLASHING BY

1
Once upon a time
A very long time ago
When we were more than a dream
We looked down
And they looked so small
Maybe that’s why we couldn’t see
Their fake smiles

Ch
Pictures flashing by
From a perfect world
I believed in you
And you believed in me
There are pictures flashing by
From a different world
I miss so much
Close my eyes I wanna stay
Pictures flashing by so fast
But whenever I open my eyes
I always wonder
Was it just a dream?

2
Maybe I was naïve
It’s like you were never here
Just a dream
Maybe it’s just me being crazy
Don’t think you will be there
When I close my eyes
Such a crazy mind

Ch

3
I try to look at it different
Thought it would be so much easier
With some distance and time
But here I am standing at same spot
Can’t move at all
Suddenly I am paralyzed
Going back to those days

Ch

FALLING AGAIN

1
Slowly I dragged in some air
I thought it was freedom
They always tell me
Time will fix everything
Even a broken heart
Even a dead heart

Ch
Falling falling deeper
Impossible to move on
I am falling again
Deeper closer to you
Every little thing you did
Makes me falling again
Guess I was a stupid fool
But I am falling again
Cant forget you
Falling forever

2
Couldn’t delete it all
Now it all comes back to me
All the dreams we used to share
All the promises you broke
Always the game I know
Always the game of losers

Ch

3
Like an echo
It always comes back to me
Just like a boomerang
Your words keeps on hunting me
Could’ve been so perfect
Could’ve been a dreamworld

Ch
4
Tomorrow or yesterday
Memories from before
Waking up always alone
Wanted it to be you and me
But you forgot for sure
And turned me to nothing

Ch

NEVER MEANT TO

1
So easy to look back with regrets
Grass is always greener on the other side
For my own protection
I closed the door to my heart
Never knew you were for real

Ch
Never meant to say
All the hurtful things I said
Never meant to
Put you out in the dark
I forgot what’s important
And now I live with regrets
It’s too late to say I am sorry
I lost you but also lost me
Never meant to hurt us

2
I went the wrong way
So easy to lose control
Put me back to earth
Put me back to reality
Could never belong somewhere else

Ch

3
Thought I knew the game
Always waking up
To a silent bedroom
But now I am missing you
Never thought I could fall

Ch

4
One mistake
Can destroy it all
Forget all my dreams
They’re worth nothing anymore
I was a fool now I have to pay

Ch